Chapter 7- I Hope

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Aphmaus POV (the first part might get emotional... Sorry? I guess?)


I hope no one ever has to feel how i feel nearly every day.

I hope no one else has to hear the voices of every person that has ever hurt them in their heads every day and night.

I hope no one else has to imagine what things i imagine if i so much as enter a room with a knife in it.

I hope no one else cries themselves to sleep.

I hope no one else attempts to starve them self every day if they dont feel good about their weight.

I hope no one else has to lie to everyone, including them self, every time they say they are ok.

I hope no one else has to live with a million different ways they could commit suicide floating through their head at all times.

I hope no one else feels like they need to be a perfect student so they have at least one thing they have done right.

I hope no one else feels like their friends have tons of things they hate about them. (Not that I have friends)

I hope no one else has to live with horrible memories haunting them all of their life.

I hope...

I awoke with a start. Im sweating but i feel so cold. I shiver as i realize i fell asleep on a pile of leaves in the woods. I squint in the darkness, and feel around for my phone. I curse under my breath as i remember i left it at home. However, my hand sets on a cold round object. A flashlight? I flick the switch and cover my eyes from the blinding light. After my eyes adjust, i begin walking down the trail back home. Its funny actually, i don't remember bringing a flashlight with me. Maybe thats why i didnt bring my phone... Cause i had this flashlight? I shake the thoughts out of my head. It doesn't really matter.

I shiver as the cold air whips at me. It seems to hate me just as much as everyone else. The leaves crack under my feet and the tree branches dance in the wind. I burry my chin deeper into the neck of my light fall coat as i make my way home, excited to be going back to my soft, warm room for probably the first time in my life. That is, until my dad wakes me for school....

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