Love Is Blind [At Least In One Eye] (A Zanemau Fan Fic) COMPLETED

Chapter 5- Dream To Remember

Zanes POV

~Dream~

Im running. Why am i running?

Im in the woods. Why am i running in the woods?

Am I running to something or away from something?

Why do i have the feeling something absolutely horrible will happen if i dont keep running?

Something is keeping me going, and whatever it is, it isnt a good feeling.

My head is pounding and tears are spilling out.

Leaves are crunching under my feet.

Branches are whacking me in the face but i dont feel the pain. The pain in my heart is greater than any pain i could physically feel.

Im becoming out of breath. However, that doesnt matter. I will run to the ends of the earth if i need to.

I begin to have horrible thoughts of suicide. Ending it all. Why? What in the world could drive me far enough to do that? A name runs through my head but i can't comprehend it. As if i couldnt quite hear it. Somehow i just know that this name relates to why i am having these thoughts.

All of a sudden i stop. I scream and run over to the big tree. Before i can see anything to give me an idea of what in the world is going on in this dream, i wake up.

I wake up breathing heavily. Unlike most dreams, I remember everything vividly. Why of all dreams do i have to remember that one? What did it mean? I shake those thoughts out of my head as i reach over to my bedside table where my phone is. Its Saturday so i dont have to worry about getting ready for school.

I completely ignore the cyber bullies and move over to YouTube. I turn on some Undertale and make my way to the kitchen. After raiding the kitchen of cereal, I decided on Fruity Pebbles and had a calm morning.

If you were gullible enough to believe that, there is a chance youre either hoping Trump or Hillary is going to win.

I didn't ignore the cyber bullies even though i tried. But if people constantly throw horrible words at you, you kinda cant help but listen. And those words hurt. I didnt turn on anything otherwise my parents would yell at me because i never get off of my phone. Again. I walk into the kitchen where my parents are fighting again. This time i didnt even bother listening to them. Well, i tried. Garroth is off at his friend Laurances house this weekend and im sure Vylad is outside taking pictures. Hes a nature kind of person. I sigh and decided to bring a pop tart up to my room.

Oh Wifi. You are the only thing that keeps me from breaking down into a mess of tears and no one wants to know what else. Swearing is probably one of those things....