Rebirth (Book 4)

Crossroads

2 days away from a year

Since life was given back to me

I stand at a

Crossroads

Of where to go

Things have started to change

Secrets are kept to make sure

Nothing is jinxed

I have updated my resume

But the what and where

I cannot say

I'm at a crossroads

Of a big thing

Health wise

I continue to inch forward

One step at a time

But now that it's nearly

Been a year

I have to start looking

At the bigger picture

I am determined to never

Return to the existence

Of fumes hell that was

ME

I know I am about to take a massive

Leap of faith

And so is the rest of my family

But that's the only way to succeed

In this life

Change is hard

Sometimes it just drains

Everything from you just thinking about it

But when it's mandatory in order

To grow and live

Then just tie a parachute and a rope

Around me

And let me fly

I will land in my own

Sea of flowers

Because it's time to

Concentrate on my moon

My next goal

Or goals plural

Without a fear of the

What ifs should they return

Closing my eyes

Take a step at a time

Into uncharted territory

Will make my choice

In these crossroads

Just a little easier to handle

I won't say it's going to

A walk in the park

But I have always worked hard

For what I want and need

And this is no exception

Time to face these

Crossroads

Head on

I am ready