Numb.
That's the only way to describe how I feel.
Sure, there's probably some fancy psychiatric term to describe the type of pain and emptiness that I'm feeling right now.
But, the only one I can come up with right now is numb.
Numb to the fact that the world is basically over.
Numb to the fact that most of my family and friends are all dead.
Numb to the fact that no matter how badly I want to, I can't go back in time to stop certain events from taking place.
Numb to the fact that Jacob is...
No.
If I don't say it, then it's not true. It didn't really happen.
None of it actually happened.
I never met Jacob in the first place.
He never came into my house that night when they shipped me off to Cherry Hill.
We never laid together in the back of his truck and watched the starts twinkle in the sky in Greenwood.
He never kissed me and stole my breath away right before he saved my brother.
We never made love to each other.
And he never said 'I love you.'
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Consumed [Zombie Apocalypse] (Boyxboy)
Horor**This series has been discontinued. Feel free to read if you are interested:)** Creston Germanotta is a typical 17 year old high school student. There is nothing too special about him. He has normal friends and, besides the fact that he is gay, has...
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