Let Me Love You ♡ Jastin ♡ {Hiatus}

∞I've Been Noticing∞

Well so it's been a couple of weeks since school started its not all that bad so far that is

Let me update you for a sec

Emily and Brittany talk so much more now as I have been excluded sometimes due to the fact that she's helping her with some important business like what

Weird I know

I've hung with Jason a couple of times and it's been great. He's such a fun person to be around. He's always making up jokes and making me smile. Let me tell you his laughter is contagious once he gets going there no holding back your own laughter. I really missed hanging out with him and being with him in general.

It just bring so many memories to mind. I can't help but let a smile form on my face. He really is something else.

I think I've made my decision and it's best I tell Emily and Brittany how I feel about Jason it's about time because right now I don't know what I'll do later if I back out.

I'm headed to the cafeteria anyways to meet up with them that's a perfect right?

I go get my foot and as I am about to sit down I see Jason sitting really close to Emily

Wait with who?

What's going on?

Aren't they just friends tho I guess friends sit together I shouldn't be worried. They have been closer these past few days but I didn't mind any of it.

As I got there I heard when Jason told her he was gonna go sit with some friends and I took this time to do whatever I was before it was too late

"So E-Emily" why am I nervous just tell her

"What is it Justin" she looked at me confused

"I like someone but I don't know how to tell you" I looked at her raising my eyebrows a bit

"Just tell me cmon spit it out. It can't be that bad" she giggled a bit

I wouldn't think to quickly about that

"I like Jason" I said barely audible

"You what" she looked at me

"I said-" I was cute off

"No I heard what you said but why? How?"she looked at me shocked

I can't believe she heard me I didn't speak that loud well the cafeteria isn't that loud to begin with so that's probably why

"That's why I heard you" I heard her say

"What?" I was surprised when she said that was I thinking out loud

"You were" she said

Oh great now this

"Look Emily I don't want any problems between us you are my best friend anyways and I don't want this to tear us apart but I've been feeling this way for a while now. I've just been holding it in because I couldn't find the right time to tell you" I looked at her

"So you tell me now like this" she talked a bit louder this time

"Please don't do this. But I do have a question I'd like you to answer me honestly if you are truly my friend you'd answer" I gave her a serious look

"Of course ask me anything" she smiled at me

"Are you and Jason going out or anything because I've noticed that you are way closer to each other. I mean you've been sitting together in classes talking more and I just want to know but it's totally fine if you are" I looked at her but I just knew the answer I just don't know if she'd tell me the truth. I can't ignore this slight pain in my chest right now