Let Me Love You ♡ Jastin ♡ {Hiatus}

∞Alone∞

"Every time you ask I'll pretend I'm okay.
You're inside my head in the middle of the night when I don't feel right I dream I can hold you"

I don't know how it happened, but it did. The more I dwelled on this whole situation the worse I got.

Emily has been trying to desperately talk to me. It had something to do with the fact that we were going to all go or separate ways soon and she didn't want this to be the way we leave things.

Emily was planning to go to a really strict private school that was very well known for its high performance standards. I'm not going to lie when I say that I'm proud of her. I always knew she could do it. Out of all of us I'd always say she was the smartest. No matter how much we fought throughout the years I really am going to miss her. The way she was just as silly as I was made things way more hilarious. We were as close as two people can be at one point.

We knew each other since the first day we started school. I'm not kidding when I tell you that she was one of the first people I talked to and made friends with.

I'm still debating whether or not I should talk to her. I wouldn't want this to be how we leave things. I don't think I would ever let some guy get between two people whose friendship means way more to them than any guy.

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Lunch came around and we were all seated at a table together.

Each year the graduating class gets books that you can get signatures from anyone as memories as well as a shirt we all sign and a ribbon.

We all huddled together asking each other to sign our little "yearbooks" per say.

Emily looked at me deciding if she should come over to me or not. I guess she decided to go for it because next thing I knew she was right in front of me just staring directly without saying a word.

"Can I help you"

"Justin. I miss you"

"Emily please"

"You have to listen to me. Just give me five minutes then if you never want to talk to me I understand."

I let out a deep long sigh. Five minutes couldn't hurt I guess.

"Fine, but that's it."

All she did was nod. She took my hand and we walked to one of the tables that they set out outside. It was nice out today so it didn't really bother me where we were.

"Justin I really am sorry for all that's happened. You don't know how much I regret it. I know that I hurt you with the whole Jason thing but you need to know that I never meant to make you feel this way. I was way to caught up in my emotions to notice just how much damage I was causing you."

"You really didn't. All you did was blame me for the fact that he broke up with you two weeks after you two first started going out"

"I know that now and I feel stupid for saying that to you. It wasn't right because you did nothing wrong."

"It's too late now. What's done is done."

"I know that at this point you probably think that there is something going on between us two. Believe me I've heard about the rumors that Brittany has been spreading around. They aren't true. I just wanted you to know that."

"How do you expect me to actually believe that. You honestly think I can trust you after all that's been happening."

"I don't think it will be easy I know that, but I need you to try to. Justin you were my best friend once. I don't want to lose you forever. I need you."