Let Me Love You ♡ Jastin ♡ {Hiatus}

∞I Guess I Spoke Too Soon∞

"I'm keeping you on just act like you love me so I can go on"

I know that voice.

But it couldn't be

No it can't be. I must be losing it.

He can't be here.

I've spent the last four years unnoticed and hiding myself now all of a sudden he's here.

"Jason my man what brings you here?" I quickly turned my head in the direction of their voices. I was certain I would have broken my neck from the sudden movement.

"I transferred." He stated simply like it was no big deal.

"Let me guess you fucked up your grades didn't you?"

"How'd you know?" He chuckled

"I know you man."

"Shut up"

He was actually there. It was Jack and him. Great, just what I needed. I already had to deal with seeing Jacks stupid face every day now Jason. Just when I thought I was actually moving on. I spoke too soon.

I panicked at the moment. I didn't know what to do. I quickly made my way out of there. I needed to find my friends. I needed to speak with Emily.

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My mind was swirling with so many different thoughts, emotions, memories

I felt like I was becoming nauseous just by how overwhelmed I was feeling.

After the encounter in the hallway I couldn't concentrate on anything no matter how hard I tried.
I couldn't get his image out of my mind.

It's like I was in class with this work placed in front of me, but I couldn't bring myself to pay attention. I couldn't understand anything. I couldn't even hear the teacher speaking.

He certainly changed. I felt a slight tug in the pit of my stomach.

I don't know what to say or think at this point.

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I don't know how I got through most of the classes today. And to tell you the truth I don't remember a single thing from any of them.

I'm currently sitting in the lunch room with a bunch of my friends, but I can't make out a word they're saying. I'm just staring out into space. I don't know what to say or how to feel. Out of all the things that could have happened today it had to be this.

Why was he here?

Did he know I was going here?

Why now?

It's senior year he could have gone to any other school, by yet he chose to come here.

"Justin? babe? What's wrong" Nicole brought me out of my trance

"W-what?" I shook my head looking back at her

"You've been staring at nothing for the past twenty minutes. Are you feeling alright? Are you tired?" She genuinely seemed concerned and I hate making her feel worried.

I don't know what was wrong with me. All of a sudden my mind over flooded with past memories. So many moments flashed through my mind all at once blinding my vision overwhelming me even more.