Slipping Through My Fingers~ Beau Brooks

Chapter 4

Chapter 4
ZOE

My vision came back into focus, slowly. I found myself lying on a hospital bed. With the feeling of confusion all in my head.
"Where am I?" I said out loud.
I was expecting not to get a reply. But I saw Skip, stand beside the bed.
"Your awake. You okay?" Skip asked worridly.
"What's going on?" I asked
"I was going to Beaus flat, just to talk. It seems like we haven't been really talking lately. We have grown apart, kinda. As I walked in the door I found a lifeless body of Zoe. I didn't know what to do so I just rang the ambulance. They brought you here."

I felt tears falling down my face. I remembered the events that happened today.
"Zoe?" Skip smiled.

I looked at skip. Feeling a mixture of sadness and stress.
"Did you see the letter?" I asked calmly.

"No. What letter?" He asked.

Tears were now falling down my face, heavily.

"Beau loves me. He wrote the letter to tell me how much you guys replaced him with Jai." I cried

Skip laughed at me, I think it was sarcastically.
"Don't go turning the tables on others Zoe. You replaced him with Jai too. Don't even try and lie"

I was about to say something until I snapped back to reality. I did replace him with Jai too. Skip was right. It was all my fault.
I burst into tears.

"Sorry Zoe. I didn't mean to make you cry." He comforted me.

"I'm an idiot, An idiot skip. Beau's probably dead now. Because I'm an idiot." I cried.

"Beaus possibly dead. How??" Skip asked shocked. So shocked his eyes were practically popping out of his head.

I wiped away my tears.
"He said he was going to kill himself. He is possibly lying dead somewhere." And the tears streamed back down my face.

"This can't be happening. The tweet makes sense!" Skips face turned pale.

I looked up with Skip, with worry in my eyes.
"What tweet?"

Skip pulled out his phone. Went onto Beaus page and showed me the tweet.

'This is the end. #goodbye. Thank you all for being here. All my love goes out to you.'

I felt the room become dark once again.
I heard skip call the nurse and then all I could see was black...

*FLASHBACK*
I was snuggled in my bed watching some of the out takes of the boys old videos with Beau. We both were laughing so hard at the old cringy Janoskians. Beau went downstairs to get popcorn and I started thinking something that I never thought was possible. Me and Beau...we looked like a couple. We clearly had chemistry, the way we were looking at each other. I snapped out of my daze.
We will probably never be together...were just friends right?

*******
I woke back up sitting in the familiar hospital bed. Skip was still sitting beside my hospital bed.
"How long was I out?" I asked skip.

"About...10minutes" he replied

I hopped up out of the bed.
"We need to go find Beau." I said
"But..." He replied

"No buts skip. We need to find Beau. And now."

He let out a sigh.
"Okay."