Slipping Through My Fingers~ Beau Brooks

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

ZOE

Me and Daniel managed to sneak out of the hospital with nobody noticing. I put on a jacket so nobody could see the fresh cuts from the glass. We both jumped in Daniels car.

"Where should we search first?" I asked

Daniels eyes were stuck on the road. He was going at full speed.

"I really don't know..." Daniel replied

"Either do I" I agreed.

Daniel sighed.

A bright plan had come to my head. I went onto twitter.

"What are you doing?" Daniel asked.

I went onto Beaus page, clicked on the tweet. Looking to see did he check in

"For gods sake" I muttered.

Nothing. I took a second look at that tweet. Looking through all the comments, retweets and favs.

"The fans know there's something wrong with Beau" i said to Daniel

"How do you know that?" He asked

"Most of the fans are saying things like don't quit youtube. But some of them are bringing up Suiside." I wiped away the tears from that last word.

"What's wrong Zoe, why are you crying?" He asked

"Nearly all of the fans have told him to stay strong, and it will only get better from here. And us, his bestfriends haven't even bothered to check if he's okay. He must feel like crap." I said

Daniel remained silent.

"I've been a terrible friend, haven't I" Daniel said.

"We all have Daniel. We've left him thinking he's on the edge of everything." I replied.

Daniels eyes began to widen as I said that he's on the edge. He turned the car back on full blast and started driving.

"Slow down! Your gonna kill us" I screamed. He ignored me and instead he started to drive up a shaky road that was heading in a direction of a cliff.

Now I understood. Beau was going to jump off Glenroy Cliffs. The cliffs had been reported unsafe yesterday, that's what made Beau go up there.

When we reached the top of the cliff I could see his muscular body. Stretching his arms outwards. He was ready to jump. I quickly unbuckled my seatbelt and raced out of the car.

"BEAU STOP!!" Me and Daniel screamed as we saw him just about to jump off of the cliff. The figure turned around to face us. Sure enough it was Beau.

"Beau, buddy are you okay?" Daniel asked

We both took baby steps to get closer to Beau to make him feel loved. We were gonna give him a group hug..and a kiss from me too.

He shot us a look. A death look. His eyes filled with hatred.

"I'm not going anywhere with you" he said through gritted teeth.

"And especially not with her" he turned and looked at me, with a filth look. And looked back to Daniel.

"Beau were sorry-" I started, I felt a lump start to form in my throat. I couldn't speak.

"Your sorry? Yeah. That makes everything so much better. You replace me, lead me on and completely blank me for the last three months! And all you say is sorry!" He screamed back, with rage in his voice.

I was now getting pissed off. Moments like this is wish I hadn't got a short temper.

"How the hell did I lead you on?" I asked back with anger in my tone.

Beau let out a Sarcastic laugh.

"That night Zoe, that night when we replayed all of the old fetus videos? You probably don't even remember that night. Do you."

I was about to interrupt him but He was right. I did lead him on before, that night was only one example.

Daniel nervously shifted his eyes back to Beau.

"You can get through this Beau-"

"No Daniel, I can't. Even if I don't jump I'm quitting the Janoskians, quitting youtube. I can't do this anymore" he now started to cry. A lot.

*AUTHORS NOTE: think of beaus birthday video when he cried, that's how he was crying, just abit heavier*

Daniel now started to cry. We were all crying.

"How did it come to this Beau?" Daniel asked with a tone of sorrow in his voice..

Beau just stood there, tears streaming down his face.

"Beau?"

He closed his eyes. And whispered.

"I realised I'm not good enough for you, all these 'friendships' are just a waste of time"

"You're not a waste of time, we all love you Beau." I told him.

"No you don't. None of you care about me" he shook his head.

"If we didn't care about you, why would we be here?" I asked.

"I don't..don't..I..don't.." Beau buried his hands into his face and started to sob.

I felt myself now walking towards him, I kneeled to the floor, hugging him from behind.

"I'm sorry" he mumbled.

"It's going to be okay..your going to be okay" I whispered into his ear.

I turned my head around to Daniel and mouthed.

"Call the hospital, Beau needs time to calm down"