I RAPED HER (HE RAPED ME) by: MaxiemaeBread6

chapter 39: missing you

Janice's POV

What I have heard in the Hospital from Irish is still echoing in my head.Parang everytime there's someone repeating all the words she said.And it bothers me.

Ian should know this.

From the front door of this restaurant, I see the same features of a man where I used to be with, I think 3 or 4 weeks ago?!

Oh shit! I almost forgot the last time that we had together.

I will tell what I have heard to Ian.

But I think it is not the right time.

I'll make up my own problem first before anything.

That man sit opposite where I am.

Oh Gosh! I really miss him.

I want to kiss and hug him but I can't move because he's giving a cold stare.

"What do you want Janice?" Janice? Where's our endearment?! He used to call me 'Baby', and i want to hear that again.

"I am your girlfriend right?" he nodded."And why you're not calling me."

"I have no time for that." fuck!!

"No time? Ok, i will try to understand you." i wiped the tears wanting to burst out."Pero ano ba naman yung single text from you telling 'hey i'm still alive, still breathing'.And you are asking for space I already gave it to you.Almost a month without me, is still not enough for you huh?Tell me!"then my tears starting to have their race.

"I'm sorry Janice but now I'm asking for a lifetime space from you.Hindi na tayo pwede."he said coldly.

"WHAT?Do you really hear yourself?I thought you love me?! What's this Danery?"then tumayo siya.

He started to walk out.

He's not going to explain?! Fuck.

I followed him.

I grab his arm."WHY NOT?!" we caught the attention of the crowd, but i dont care.

"You're doing ridiculous thing Janice, kaya please stop this!" no! I can't let him go without explaining this bullshit!

"You asked a lifetime space and you will go just like that?Without giving me your reason."i tried to give him a rogatory smile. I want to have him again.Us again.

"Are you f*cking sure of that?You want to hear it."

A sob came out from my mouth.

I closed my eyes.

"Yeah. Say it." i know it will hurt me.But I need to face it.

"We can't be again.Cede got pregnant and ..."

"You're the father?" and i open my eyes.

As I open my eyes,he's already weeping.

"Your soon to be wife?" Cede is the girl who catched the eyes of his parents.

"I was drunk and .." i raised my hand as a sign for him to stop.

"I understand.." i covered my mouth with my hands. I want scream pero hindi.. I need to be strong.

I run.

Run as fast as I can.

"BUT DONT FORGET YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE. I LOVE YOU SHJFKLFFFLFLF...." this is the last line I heard.

Maybe we're not meant for each other.

Fate you fool me again.And you played with me again.

Ian's POV