life being sober

chapter ten: telling her...

Demis pov:****

"Um okay bye." she said.

She turn around and about to walk away from embarrassing herself but i grabbed her hand but she wasnt turning around so i knew she already crying and she doesnt want people to see her cry so shes not turning around.

"Turn around." I said and she shook her head no and she took away her hand from mine so i sighed and grabbed her hand again and spin her around towards me and i held her waist.

"Babe i tore the letter because i dont want to read it. Because you are coming with me on tour and we are going to talk." i said looking at her and she smiled alittle.

"So your not mad at me anymore?" she asked with hope and I sighed.

"Ruby i was never mad i was just hurt of what you did." i said.

"Im sorry we will talk when we leave." she said.

"Okay lets go then. Your suitcase is in just in case you showed up." i said and we walked towards the bus but she made sure she leave space between us and i think its the reason is because of scared of scaring me away.

Once we were in there their were 4 bunk beds a studio, a small lounch room with small kitchen, bathroom, shower, main bedroom for me and bathroom.

So everything was in the bus so we headed out. I checked the time it was 7:00 at night so we ate the taco bell that we bought while watching a movie.

In the middle of the movie i see ruby wasnt really watching because she was deep in thought. She sighed and rubbed her forehead.

"Hey whats wrong?" I asked next to her leaning my head on her sholder looking at her.

"Im fine just headache... Im going to lay down alittle bit." she said standing up and start walking passing the kitchen and open the first door that leads to the bunk beds and went in.

So i left her alone alittle bit and continued watching the movie.

And when i check the time it was 30 minutes when rubby left so i figured that i should go check on her so i got up and went to my room thinking she was there. But when i open the door no one was in there so i was wondering where she was so i walked out and went to check on the bunk beds.

Once i walked in the room i see that the buttom left it was glowing so i open alittle to check if shes in there and she was. And look to see what she was watching and she was looking at some photos of us.

There was her taking picture of me laying down on the beach chair with a one piece.

There was a selfie of us on the pet store looking for the dog for us and we found the right dog to take home and we called her misty.

The funny picture was when she was sleeping and I wrote on her face with a washable marker and I took the picture. I was giggling on that one.

"Hey what you doing." i asked and she turned around with a smile knowing it was me.

"Nothing demi just thinking and looking at some pictures." she said. I realize that she called me by my name and it hurts. I guess she saw that i was hurt by it so she sighed with a small smile on her face.

"Want to join me watching some memories from 2 months of being together?" she asked and i nodded. So she smiled and scoot over so I can lay down with her. I put my hand around her waist and my head on her sholder and i felt her froze not knowing what to do. So i turn my head up to look at her.

"Baby can i ask you something?" i asked so she smiled looking at me

"Yeah sure." she said and I frowned.