chapter sixty five: change

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Demi pov:

its been a whole month that I haven't addressed anyone how I was doing. I'm still here at the hospital still deciding on what to do next. I can see now who are the people I truly trust in my life. 

my parents and Rubys parents have been coming to visit and bring food everyday making sure I'm okay. than max, Alex, phill, and also nick has been checking on me as well. but most importantly ruby and the kids has been here next to me. 

right now ruby is next to me sitting on the chair while holding our sleeping son who was giving us the tantrums for 4 hours strait because he was already teething. so finally he fell asleep of being tired. for Sammy she was watching something on the tablet with earphones on with my mom sleeping next to her. 

I was deep in my thoughts on what I'm going to say to everyone on social media and not only that but my fans as well. so I sat up on my bed and I took my phone next to me and I can see ruby looking up when she saw me pick up my phone with a raise eyebrow and I open my phone and clicked on instagram to post something.

"babe what you doing?" she asked me getting up and laid Xavier on the bed since it was really big that can fit close to 5 to 6 people. than she sat next to me to see what I was up to. and I shrugged typing something on the note app I had on my phone so I can screen shot it and post it.

"just read what I'm typing." I said to her typing what I'm going to say and she just watch what I was doing. while I poured out what I was feeling about the whole situation and once I was done I waited till ruby was done reading the whole thing.

"I think its good. why don't we check on your mom about it." ruby tells me and I nodded turning to my right to wake up my mom and she woke up seeing that I was waking her up and she got up  to check what I needed and I gave her my phone and she took it to look at it and she read what I wrote than she gave it back to me.'

"it sounds good sweetie. its what you are feeling and im proud that you are admitting to yourself that you are human and that you will some times will make mistakes. but at the end you get back up and fix it." mom said with proud look on her face and I smiled taking a screen shot of the letter and I posted it on instagram and it instantly got so many likes and comments and I can see it was all positive comments and so many of them saying to get well soon and I smiled at that. 

"proud of you babe." ruby tells me giving me a kiss and I smiled knowing I did something good. than I took a screen shot of it and I posted it on instagram.

after I was done with that I took a picture of my family especially the kids

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after I was done with that I took a picture of my family especially the kids. I enjoyed my day with the them and for once im never this happy than now having my families around me.

after that day I decided to stop for a while with music and everything so I can focus on my health more and becoming healthy. I realized that im not only thinking of myself anymore. I have two kids also that needs a mom that is healthy and doesn't think of hurting herself every time. so I texted Phill that im stopping everything till I feel like im better. he texted back how long and I said I don't know. because right now the las thing in my mind is music. 

the next day the doctor finally told me that im free to go whenever so ruby made sure we left the place without no one noticing that we where gone from the place and we boarded the plane the same day to go to a vacation with everyone at an island far away from everything so I can relax and to recover which I was happy I was.

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thank you guys for sticking around with this story. I know I need some editing on most chapters in my story but please remember that I started this story when I was 14 turning 15 so I was still a kid. now that im 22 years old going through the whole thing I understood what mistakes I needed to do . so don't worry guys I will do the editing when I have the time since im always working and when im not working im out and never home. love you guys and thank you for understanding! :)

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