life being sober

chapter sixty one: new release song!

ruby pov:

    2 months has past for the tour and we had to cancel two shows in two places because of Demi voice. so right now we are in New York  for her  interview when her voice does heal.

we are now at my house here in New York with the kids and I'm in my office doing some work while Demi was checking up on the kids at the play room next door from my office and her office too. we decided for the play room to be close to our office so we can hear the kids when Xavier cry and Sammy when she calls us for help.

"baby?" I heard Demi coming in to my office so I looked up to see her having something on her mind so I push myself away from a desk little for her to sit on my lap and I open my arms for her to come to me. she gave me a small smile walking towards me and sat on my lap facing me.

"I'm done with the song. but I'm scared for the response that im going to get from people. especially my fans." she whispered to me with a frown on her face. I brought my hand to her cheek and I gave her a kiss on her lips.

"hey I know that song really is being honest with yourself and admitting that you made a mistake Demi. they have to realize that you are not perfect human been but you do make mistakes. and I think your fans will expect you to be honest with them and be yourself to them. if you fake yourself and be perfect to them than later it will bite you in the ass one day." I reason with her and she nodded in understanding.

" your right. do you want to hear it?" she asked me opening a file on her phone and I nodded for her as a yes and she played her music. while showing me the lyrics video that she made and I hugged her for comfort.

its the first time hearing the lyrics so im listening to every words of it and when I heard the second verse I teared when I heard it because she was talking about me in this. she is worried what I would think of her when she relapsed. and when she include her fans and her parents to apologize for her mistake really got to me deep. 

when the song finished I brought my hands to her cheek to look at me and when she did I gave her a long kiss. purring my whole soul in to the kiss so she will know how I felt for the song and she kissed back with the same feelings.we kissed which seems like hours but just maybe 10 to 15 minutes. 

"I loved it baby. and god I love you more than ever before." I whispered to her ear while giving her a hug which she hugged be back tighter.

we just sat there embracing ourselves and I had a thought in mind on what I should do for Demi. her next tour is in Rio and she still need to heal her voice so we can do some vacation there before her show in a couple of weeks. so I let go of demi little so I can reach my phone.

"babe what are you doing?" she asked sounding confused and I dialed Demi manager Phil and he answered on the second ring.

"yes ruby?" he asked already know its me.

" I want you to cancel Demi interview that is coming up. don't ask just do it." I said to him hanging up the phone and I called Jesse my personal guard in to the room since he was just standing next to the kids playroom watching over them when Demi and I are not there.

" you need anything cousin?" he asked sitting down in front of my desk and I nodded.

" ready the jet by tomorrow morning around 8:00 and ill text you where we are going so you can relay it to the captain." I said to him and he nodded getting up to do what I told him to do.