life being sober

chapter six four: decisions

ruby pov:

its been a week since Demi has been in the hospital. and social media has been going crazy about Demi and assuming so many things that is going on since me and Demi havent informed to anyone in the social media on what is really going on, im going to let Demi do this one on her own. she needs to do it on her own time. right now she just need to be with only her family at the moment.

"mommy thats not how you do it." Sammy whined trying to show Demi how to play the game on the tablet. and Demi knew the game but she just want to fake it for Sammy. 

"sorry princess mommy never played any games like these. why don't you play and show me how to do it." Demi said to her and Sammy nodded with a smile wanting to help.

for this whole week Sammy has been asking if Demi need help with anything since her mommy is still in the hospital and we keep on saying no to her Kindly but we see that it broke her heart so we end up asking for her help on simple things. like giving mommy drink and snacks. and now she is tryin to entertain Demi so she was not bored. Demi likes it because she gets to hang out with her daughter.

"Sammy how about you follow grandma to get something for mommy and mama to eat." my mom ask Sammy standing up and Sammy nodded getting off the bed and followed her grandma out of the room and Xavier was with Demi family outside on the play area.

I got up and went on the bed next to Demi to cuddle with her and she smiled cuddling close to me. 

"how you feeling today baby?" I asked her the same thing everyday to show that I care and I feel her relax next to me.

"I feel fine baby. im haven't seen what people are saying about what happen and my mind and soul is curious of what people are saying about me. but at the same time im not ready for it because of what happen might come back because of whatever I see or hear." she says to me while playing with my fingers and I see the ring I gave her and I remember what happen at the video with the other guy. 

"baby can I ask you something? and be honest with me." I say to her and I feel her nod next to me.

"anything ruby. whats wrong?" she ask and I sighed sitting up and I face her. and she sat back up look at me curious about what was wrong with me.

"I saw the video with you and G everywhere on social media and I want to know what was going on that night baby." I asked trying to act calm on the situation and she looked at me and sighed.

"he wanted more fans. so he asked me if we could just hold hands coming out of the club. I didn't want to so he nodded. but than when we got out there was a lot of cameras outside waiting on me and he came out the same time as me and I was expecting him to go the other way since his car was there but he took my hand following me to my car. I wanted to hit him but we where surrounded by people and I wanted to let go my hand but he wouldn't let me. so I just gave a fake smile so I can leave the place." she said to me looking down and I brought my hand to her face to make her look at me and she did.

"hey im not mad okay. thank you for telling me. I love you okay." I said to her giving her a warm kiss which she gladly did back.

few minutes later Sammy came back with me and Demi drink and I check the time it was 2:00pm and I have a show with the girls on the real in an hour so I kiss my fiancé bye because I told her that I had the show today and she nodded with smile and she told me to hurry back and I smiled.

"always my queen. don't mind with dinner I will get us and the kids something to eat okay." I said to her and she nodded going back to talking with her mom and I walked out of the room to see four guards standing by the door. this time it was different people because every two hours they switch and I always sure who was here and Alex was here as well and he know all the guards.