life being sober

chapter twenty one: telling demi

Rubys pov:****

We finish having breakfast and my mom and sammy went to the mall because my mom wanted to buy sammy new stuff.

Now its only me and my dad at my office at my house talking and waiting for demi to finish getting ready so we can tell her about what she will be expecting while she is going to be the next queen.

"Ruby you said that a grandson of fredrick is the new alpaha." my dad asked looking at me and i nodded.

"Yeah he is." i said.

"Why would he be there and not his clan? He knows that clan is not healthy place to live at." my dad said confused and i sighed.

"To make the story short. Is that the wife/mate comes from the clan of evil. And they met when some people from the clan of evil went to the eclipse clan for the ball. She coudnt leave her old clan because if she did than the alpha will kill her family so derek agreed to move to the clan to be with his mate." i said to my dad and he nodded understanding. And i sighed and rub my forehead having alittle headache.

"Hey whats wrong sweetie?" my dad asked worried and i can tell his spirit zack is worried too by the way his eyes keeps on changing colors.

The thing about me and my dad is that we are close to being best friend even his spirit zack and i call him papa while i call my dad daddy or just dad.

"When is the crowning ceremony?" i asked.

"Well since you are still 21 it wont till you are 24. So 3 years from now. Why?" he asked and i shake my head and turn my chair around to look outside because half of my office walls is made of glass.

" ruby tell me how you are feeling right now. You know how to hide it and it worries me especially im your father." my dad said standing next to me and putting his hand on my sholder and i sighed.

"Dad im feeling alot of things right now. My emotions are every where. Im worried, terrified, stressed, you name it i feel it." i said standing up and walked to the window and put my hands to my front pockets.

"Tell me whats on your mind gummie bear." my dad said standing next to me. i knew he is really worried because he called me gummie bears that he named me when i was 5.

"The one that terrifies me the most is losing demi." i said tearing and he rapped his arm around my and giving me a side hug.

"Why would you lose her?" he asked.

"Dad you know as well as i am that being a royal is hard and it took me years to learn about our ancestors. And shit its crazy that im not crazy from all the stress and stuff ive learn from you and mom. And i know demi can do it no doubt because she is smart and determine when she keep her mind to it. But i dont want her to realize one day that its all to much for her and she leaves. And when she does i dont know what to do. I think i will go insane." i said feeling the weight in me letting go. And it feels good to let all my feeling out.

"Okay ruby its true. Its alot to take in all the things that we need to know about our ancestors. Heck it took me till i was 20 for me to act like a royalty and taking things seriously. Heck im still learning things now too. What im trying say ruby is that i know demi is going to take some time to get to know about us but she doesnt need to know everything in three years. Your mom is still learning now but she is not giving up even if she is the queen. All you have to know ruby is that if demi loves you she will stay by your side through it all." my dad said giving me a hug and i smiled and hugged him back.

"Thanks dad." i said.

"Your welcome." dad said and we heard the door open to my office so we looked up to see who it is and it was demi.