I Lost Her When She Lost Her Weight R-18

CHAPTER TWELVE: Snacks

SANFORD's POV

Hindi mapigilan ng konsensya kong hanapin si Gretel. I didn't know her a lot. Hindi ko alam kung sino pa ang mga kakilala niya. Bukod kay Camrila ay wala na akong alam na ibang mapagtatanungan tungkol kay Gretel. The thought of her leaving bothered me. She was like a puzzle to me. Was it that worse? Did I embarrass her that much? or.. didn't she liked the kiss?

I whisked my head. No, nadala lang ako ng sitwasyon. I shouldn't care about it anymore. I just needed the closure. I just didn't want anyone being hurt.

"Bro," nagulat ako nang biglang sumulpot si Dwight mula sa likuran ko. Umupo siya sa tabi ko. Nasa bench kami kung saan madalas kong nakikita si Gretel.

"Hey, 'sup Dwight?" mukhang seryoso ang mukha nito.

"I just wanted to clear things up since it's no longer an issue.." I didn't see this coming. Hindi ko naisip na maging si Dwight ay magsasalita tungkol sa nangyari.

"San, you know what I'm talking about right?"

"Yeah, just go on." I smiled.

"That day, she was crying all over the campus until she reached you.".. "It was all my fault, Goddamn!"

"No, it wasn't your fault that I kissed her." I laughed about the thought. It's funny seeing Dwight worried asf. Hindi kaninumang kasalanan ang ginawa ko. It was all my doing.

"Don't worry bro, I don't feel bad about anything I did. I don't share the same mindset as all the rest of you are." tumayo ako at aalis na sana nang magpatuloy siya..

"I know what you're thinking San.. which is making me a lot more worried..

I just wanted to tell you to stop looking for her. She won't return again. That day, remember when we came in the campus together.. I made fun of her birthday. I gave her that gift from the Agriculture student we bumped in.

In the box was pig feeds. Nagulat siya nang mabasa niya yung Pigrolac"

Tumigil ang paghinga ko sa narinig mula kay Dwight. It took me a few seconds to finally put wrap my head into it. Hindi ko alam na umabot sa ganoon ang kaya niyang gawin. I can't dare look at his face. He was such an asshole para mambastos nang ganoon sa isang taong inosente. My face turned red. I was furious. Before I could do something, I stood up and attempted to leave..

Then, he stood up stopping me..

"I just wanted you to know that it wasn't your fault that she's leaving. It's mi..." I couldn't help but punch him on the face. Bumagsak siya sa field sa lakas ng suntok ko.

I saw him winced and chuckled a little which in a way bothered me. At may gana pa talaga siyang matawa?

Bumanat uli ako, akmang susuntukin ulit siya, this time from the ground when he said,

"You like her!"

His devilish grin grew wider. I felt heavy pumps in my chest. I was deafened by both my heart beat and Dwight's last words.

"May gana ka pang magbiro ng ganyan?"

"I'm not kidding man. Alright, I'm sorry, okay. Seriously man. I didn't see it coming."

I can't help but wash my face with my palm. Saka ay pinatong ko sa ulo ko ang dalawa kong kamay, trying to feel the weight from my shoulders and trying to burden my head a little more to suppress the thoughts coming in and out of my head.