One Direction Preferences

Niall short imagine

Niall and I were sitting across from each other at the table my arms rested on top reavealing my scars. He wasn't talking or anything. Did he not like me anymore? Oh god! Why am I so stupid I wasn't ready to tell anyone yet, ugh. Thoughts were racing through my mind about what he was thinking I had no idea, I almst didn't realize he had grabbed my hand.

"Julia I-" He said. A tear rolled down his cheek and splashed onto the table. Someone actually caring? I couldn't even believe it. Maybe he didn't care though mybe he was pretending this whole time.....

"I really hop you don't feel like this is anyway your fault," I said, he looked at me and then at my scars. Why did he keep staring at them, I wasn't very comfortable with that but it doesn't matter, there's a chance someone actually cares and I'm not going to ruin that.

"I can't help it. After the 3 years we've been together I haven't noticed at all. I'm finding out now that you've been self harming even though I've known you all my life. I hate that I let this happen," He said.

"None of this is your fault Niall I told you, I promise. This has nothing to do with anything you've done," I defend.

"Maybe if I actually payed attention to you instead of having work always coming before the most important person in my life I could have helped before," He said. "OK here. Whenever you feel like self-harming you are going to take my arm and cut it as many times as you would your own."

"Niall I could never hurt you like that," I said. And it all made sense......

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Made this for a reader :( Stay strong Julia <3 <3 love you so much. Anyone who is self-harming stay strong and feel free to talk to me anytime. I hope everyone is doing well.