One Direction Preferences

IMPORTANT NOTE!

Today I went to the dentist and he totally looked like Niall omf. M and my mom were fan girling about him in the car like seriously *dead* Ugh but I have to get veneers

But sadly that isn't what I came here to say. I am going to try but I probably am not going to update as often as I used to, soon it will be back to normal so please don't stop reading or un following me.

I'll tell you a little bit of what's going, why I can't post but it's really serious and my friends read these, so here it goes; My parents are still in this really big fight, I was told by one of my moms friends that they are probably going to split up, which really upsets me. Something happened today after I got home from the dentist which I am not allowed to share because again, my friends read this, the police are involved (It has nothing to do with my dad though) and I'm scared of people with  authority.

I'm really sorry though. You can still message me and I will proably answer but with all this going on I don't know if my writing will be very good.

I witnessed the whole thing, luckily my sisters didn't because it was terrible, it was so bad. But I was shaking with fear after it happened, I got a phone call and thought it was her but it was acutually my moms friend who I'm really close with, no one ever makes me tell them how I really feel, they ask once I answer, oh she's fine no big deal. I told her I was fine and she knew I was lying and I just started crying I told her how scared I was that she was going to come back, she came over and we talked, I mostly cried. I'm honeslty sorry though, I can try and make time to post when my thoughts are so filled up with the bad things, I know this sounds like I'm a huge attention whore but I'm not suppose to acutally tell my friends any of this and even if I did I would cry. And I feel it's only fair you guys get an explaination if a pref is crappy or why I'm not updating as often, believe me I will try.

Well, talk to you to you guys soon, don't stop messaging me please, thanks. I love you all and hope you're alright. Sorry, I feel bad, and I'm so so sorry.

Love and huggies,

Jay

P.s you can message me on kik, if you want to talk. It's Unicorns_rock159