One Direction Preferences

Happiness

HARRY:
Happiness. Such a broad statement, but no one ever takes the time to think about why they're happy. What truly makes them happy. She makes me happy, everything about her just. She's perfect in knowing exactly how to cheer me up when I've had a bad day, and honestly just seeing her smile cheers me up. She's perfect in just being her, because watching her be 100% her. Makes a smile on my face, every time I think about her I just can't stop smiling. She's my happiness.

LOUIS:
I think I may have forgotten the feeling of happiness. Why? You can't be serious. Yea, I am. After she left, I don't think I've smiled or laughed for real. She was the reason for my laughter and smiles, she knew exactly how to get them out of me. When she left, 7 months ago. I cried for days and didn't leave my flat, I wanted to beg her not to leave but that would be wrong. She needed to be happy, even if it meant me not being... happy. The distance bothered her, she said she didn't like being alone. But I wish that maybe I had begged her, and promised to make things better. I could know happiness again, but seeing her going on dates with this mystery guy it makes my heart sink even more. And I make myself believe I never will know happiness again.

NIALL:
"Yes you brought food home!" I said running to greet her and kissing her making her drop the bag of takeout.
I don't care about the takeout honestly. Im just happy to see her after a long day, I finally get I cuddle her because it feels like its been forever. The only thing that could make that better was the takeout she brought. She laughs as I spin her around in my arms. I love her so god damned much, I hope she knows how happy she makes me after she comes him from work. Because seeing her is the highlight of my day, and I wish I didn't have to be in the studio so often because I'd like to just cuddle her, just sit around and cuddle because that would make me happy, and I'm sure it would for her too.

ZAYN:
I love laying in bed with her, looking onto her sea-blue eyes and admiring how beautiful she is without her makeup on. When were both just talking, sometimes about deep topics and sometimes just joking around. Sometimes revealing personal things, but that's what makes us both happy. Just talking into all hours of the night, sometimes not even getting any sleep. Then we both have to cuddle while we end up sleeping during the day only to do the same thing the next day and the next. Sometimes we'll be really close to each other, like centimeters away and we can feel each others breath against our skin, but it doesn't bother us. Or me at least, I like knowing, she's that close I know she's right under my fingertips. and I know when I need her, she'll be there. that's what happiness is.

LIAM:
Happiness is knowing she'll be there for me, when I have a bad day at work. Just coming home to see her smiling face I can't help but letting my own creep it's way onto my face. Just to know, she'll be there for me, to listen and to talk to is comforting. knowing she won't leave me until I'm smiling and laughing and completely cured of the sadness that was once inside me, is happiness. I get happy just think about her (which can sometimes be a bad thing.... *wink*) I imagine her smiling and laughing and being silly as she cheers me up, nothing stops her from getting what she wants and when I'm upset all she wants is me to be happy, which she never fails to get. And that's what happiness is to me.

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So I'm guessing you all want to know what's going on right now. 'What's with the sad prefs Jay?' I know, I've been kind of a downer lately. My friends probably have an idea, but they don't know what's happened over the weekend.
So here there's this guy.. (who was referred to as 'he' in the last pref) and he goes to cadets with me. He was really sweet and nice and all. So he liked me, I don't know why. But he did, which was terrible for me, e cause I didn't like him, I liked the idea of being liked by someone. So he asked me out and I said 'idk' which he took as a yes. So I went along with it because I thought I liked him. and he was so sweet. But then he started sending pick up lines to one of my really good friends, and then tried I lie to me about it by saying he didn't know what I was talking about, she sent me screenshots. To make that worse he told another girl she was the reason he was staying in cadets. So I 'broke up' with him. He made this huge deal about it like, it was three weeks shut up. See about we were fighting and shit and he asked one of his friends to ask me why i was being such a bitch to him, and he acted like everything was something I did. you guys are probably like jay! What's the big deal if you don't like him? well here, he added me to a group message with all his friends and said 'be carful what you say around jay*** she's that bitch I was telling you about' and I left the conversation and he asked me I we could have a normal conversation for once and I sent him a long message about why I wouldn't and his response was 'fuck you bitch' and now he wants to be friends still. How about no.
Well that's my pathetic life yay.

Anyways, I honestly can't think of anything happy that's happened to me since... well I had Alea over and we didn't have school Friday.

So you guys understand? I'm trying to write more happy prefs because I'm guessing you guys don't like the sad ones even though they're my best ones because I can put myself in their shoes.

I'll try to make ones that aren't really sad but might not be super happy either.

Anyone want to blow up my inbox with messages and random questions and shit like that? no lol I have no friends XD

I HAVE FIGURED OUT HOW TO BOLD THINGS ON THE APP OMG LIFE ACCOMPLISHMENT.

This note is probably really long so I'll leave you guys now :) ilysm ❤