One Direction Preferences

Thoughts

HARRY:
A smile grew on my face as I watched her; twirling around in the field of flowers, laughing and smiling. I had never seen her this happy, she didn't like the relationship. wait, that came out wrong. She didn't like crowds, she didn't like a lot of people. She liked being alone, well with just the two of us. that's how she liked it. And I liked it that way too. She didn't like not being able to finish her sentence because someone would come up and start talking to me. If it happened more than she could handle, she always looked as if she was going to cry. No, she's not stuck up and gets mad when she doesn't get her way. She likes being able to have real conversations between people, not 3 words and then quiet while I got talked to by 'someone better' as she put it. In her eyes, everyone was better than her. But not I'm mine, in my eyes she was the sun. while everyone was just the stars. I've never been more happy, because seeing her this happy, makes me happy.

LOUIS:
"Come on! Its your turn on vocals!" I shouted.
"No, my voice sounds like a dying cat," she laughs, but it isn't a joke.
She compares everything about her to something on everyone else. She looks at somebody and points out everything on that person that is better than her. Like; their eyes, or lips, or hair, or voice. I know when she does it, when were waiting at a red light, I know she does it with the person crossing. When we eat at a restaurant I know, she's doing it to the people sitting at the table next to ours. When we look at the sunset, I know she tells herself 'I'll never be that beautiful,' but in my eyes, she's the prettiest. She's more beautiful than a sunset. I just want her to go on day without criticizing herself. One day without comparisons. One day, alone, with noting to compare herself too. Just us two, so I can admire her beauty when she laughs at my terrible jokes, and tells me an equally bad joke in response. When she sings and dances in the kitchen, because her voice sounds like angels and the way she moves turns me on. I want to give her one day, to see her through my eyes, my point of view, so she understands why I look at her the way I do. And so she understands the definition of beauty, because its her.

NIALL:
"This is the dream date," She smiled.
And it really was. Sitting here while we eat Chinese food takeout, while I play with her hair and have a Netflix movie marathon. I realize how amazing she really is. How she doesn't care where we go, she doesn't expect fancy restaurants and expensive gifts. She thinks being here is better. She doesn't like having to act proper, and look perfect for cameras. We both know that's the opposite of her. She's wild, yea, it's not all bad *wink wink* and fun and crazy, she'll never be like those proper 'lady like' people. She hates fake people, which is why she doesn't like acting proper when we go out. She doesn't like going to five star fancy restaurants while wearing expensive designer dresses, she's much rather be wearing an old shirt and shorts while eating pizza. I find her beautiful in everything, dresses, t shirts, jeans, sweatpants, and even when she doesn't wear anything. She's perfect in every single way. And sitting here, right now, I know it's meant to be. After waiting so long for someone special, shes sitting right here, on the floor between my knees, eating Chinese food and laughing. I finally found my princess.

ZAYN:
I watched as she talked to my 2 sisters and laughed and hugged them while we visited my mum. It brought a smile to my face, they loved when she came along, and when she didn't they would ask why. They loved her, and she loved them. On the way here, she told me how much she missed them, and my mum too. She visits them while I'm on tour, my mom likes the help and my sisters love the company. I love how she gets along with my family. She's perfect, she wishes they were her sisters, because she was an only child growing up. She loves kids though. And kids always love her, it's a special trait. My sisters never want her to leave, even though they know she'll be back soon. They are always telling me I need to marry her. I laugh about it, so does my mum. She blushes, and tells them whatever happens happens. But every time I see her with them, I fall for her once more. Like the first day I met her, when I took Lux swimming and while I talked to Harry she walked over and took (y/n)'s sunglasses and played with them, Harry was laughing, and I turned around to see Lux with her sunglasses on and I heard her tell her how pretty she was. I walked over and said I was really sorry, she laughed and told me she didn't mind and my daughter was cute, I told her she was a friends, and I was just watching her, she turned red and told me I did look a little young to have a kid, I laughed, we exchanged numbers and without looking, I picked up Lux and we went home, but then I realized Lux still had her glasses, and that was my first excuse to go on a date with her. seeing her right now, makes me know, she's going to be the on I wake up next to every morning, the one I will marry, the one I'll raise my kids with.

LIAM:
"Why do you love me?" she asked, tears falling from her eyes.
I didn't need anytime to think about it, I never would. Because she's perfect, but she doesn't believe me when I say it, she says its an over used word just to make people feel good about themselves. So I think.
She is the one who brightens up my day when I feel like breaking down. She is the one who tells me everything will be alright.
She is the one who waits for me every time I go on tour.
She forgives me when I fuck up everything.
She doesn't judge me when I tell her even the most embarrassing things, she doesn't even have to hold back a smile or laugh.
She is the one who I wake up next to every morning, and I admire how beautiful she is, even while she's sleeping with her cute little soft snores.
She is the one who loses it laughing when I tell a horrible joke.
She is the one who cuddles with me on the couch, watching movies when I have a bad day.
She is the one who makes me special meals for no reason at all.
She is the one who is herself around me, but is reserved around everyone else.
She is the one I fell for when she served me tea in the shop, even just as our fingers brushed when she took the money from my hands, I felt a spark. And I knew it wouldn't just end there.
Now taking this time to think about every thing good about her I really, actually, truly understand her beauty. She isn't beautiful in the way she looks.
She isn't beautiful in the way she talks.
She's beautiful in the way she is, and that's more that enough. And I think, I realize that she is really, and utterly perfect. Not just perfect, because you can't think of anything to describe her. But truly breathtaking, drop dead gorgeous, and warm-heartedly, perfect. She is more than perfect, she is the definition.

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If people could see me the way I see myself- if they could live in my memories- Would anyone love me?

You can't destroy me darling because I already destroy myself.

Good fucking bye.