Martin Garrix Imagines

Treat you better Pt.4

A/N: So before you read the final part, I just wanted to share Martijn's performance on Jimmy Fallon last night. It surprised me to see him playing the guitar live on stage tbh.
But he did great, if you consider that this is not his usual way to perform on stage.😂😍
I also think that Bebe did an amazing job.
I simply love this song❤️
And now have fun reading😘

Your POV:
"Y/N, can I come in?", you hear your mom knocking on the door.
Your throat hurts too bad, you don't even try to reply to her question.
You've cried the whole day, the last thing you did yesterday was crying and the first thing you did when you woke up was crying.
You can't feel anything at all, you just feel tired from all those things that had happened in the past few days.

"Darling, please you can't go on like this.", your mom is standing in your room now.
You bury your face in your pillow, letting some more tears fall.
"Y/N, you haven't eaten anything at all. Please come downstairs and eat something. I even made Brownies."
You don't know why, but you start crying even more now. You don't want to eat, you simply don't want to do anything at all. You just want to cry.

"Darling I know that you are heartbroken and sad that it ended like this with David, but please don't do this to yourself. You will find a better guy, who will treat you like a princess.", your mother tries to console you, but her words only make your tears stream down like a waterfall.

You haven't really known why you are crying. Until now.

It isn't David, whom you are crying about.
It's Martin.
He was the one who cared about you and protected you, when you were lonely.
He was always the one who could make you laugh, even in the darkest time of life.
Now, in less than an hour, he will be gone.
You will maybe never see him again.
You didn't thank him for protecting you from David, but the worst is that you ignored his feelings. If you could turn the time back, you would have stayed with him until he had to go.

The terrible feeling of guilt spreads in your body, your cries turn to loud sobs.
Your heart cries for Martin.
You only want him back.

"Stop crying, he's not worth it.", your mom's voice sounds in your head. A warm touch on your back gradually takes the pain away.
The cold chains finally give in and you feel free to breathe again.
After a while you raise your head to find your mom looking at you.
"I know that you are strong enough to get through this."
"How did you know, that dad is the right one?", you ask, your voice raspy from crying.
"I didn't know it, sometimes I was scared that he would leave me or end up cheating on me. But my heart always told me, that he is the right one. He is the one I love. You don't have to know it, you have to feel it with your heart.", she says, rubbing your back gently.

You never knew, if he loved you back.
Until now.
Your mind told you not to feel this way, but in the depth of your heart you always loved him.
He is the one. You can feel it with your heart.

"Mom, can I take your car?", you strain your voice to sound somewhat convincing.
"Uhm sure, where do you want to go?"
"I have to hurry up now. It's not David, don't worry.", you say and jump off the bed.
"But wait, you need to eat-"
"Mom, sorry I can't now. I don't have much time left until he's gone.", you say and open the door hastily.
"Who?"
"I'll tell you later.", you simply say, trying not to get involved in a huge discussion.
"Okay, but please take care."
"I will."

This is my last chance. I hope I am not too late. I just can't without him.

Martin's POV:
"Do you want a croissant, Martijn?", José's voice tears me out of my thoughts.