Martin Garrix Imagines

When I met you in Ibiza Pt.8

Luana's POV:
Warm breath touches my neck, that instantly gives me goosebumps. His soft lips wander from my neck down to my breast, where he places more light kisses. Every single touch makes my skin burn up even more. At the end he keeps on kissing the same spot over and over again, making my body tense in excitement and letting a moan make up its way. Again, he's got me.

I would love to kiss him now too. I really want to. Shit, I fell for him. How should this go on?
I don't even know, what he feels for me.
What if he's just using me?

The thought makes my stomach turn in an uncomfortable way, I don't want this to happen again. Probably I shouldn't be so naive.
"I should get a shower, I am sticky of the orange juice.", I mutter and pull out of our hug.
I don't know why, but my heart cramps when letting go of him. I can't without him.
"I am sorry okay.", I hear him saying.
"For what?", I ask turning around to look at him.
"That I spilled the orange juice out on you.", he simply answers.
Awww, he's so cute. He's still apologizing for this.
"Don't worry.", I reassure him with a smile and give him a peck on his warm cheek.
Reluctantly I back off of him and make my way to the bathroom.
Why can't I get my eyes off him?
He's just a boy, Luana, my subconsciousness tells me.
But he's special. There's something about him, that makes him different than the other boys.

Trying to block my thoughts, I take my underwear off and get into the huge rainfall shower. As some of the orange juice was also spilled out on my hair, I wash my hair with some shampoo of the hotel. After soaping my hair, I take the shower gel and rub it on my body. The warm water hits my body and lets me relax in this beautiful way, when nothing is relevant anymore. I close my eyes and take some deep breaths, I need to sort this all out. There is just too much happening.

All of a sudden I could swear to hear a knock. Well maybe I just misheared it.
Again a knock can be heard.
Did Martin hear it?
After some time under the relaxing shower, I close the water and get out of the shower. Without thinking too much, I dry myself with the towel I used the last time.

"What do you want?", it's Martin's voice, but this time it sounds different. It sounds pissed, but hurt in a way.
Huh, who could this be? That's none of your business, Luana!
"Martijn, please let me explain...", a female voice says, that sounds hurt either, probably even trying to hold back tears.
"Sonja, there's nothing to explain.", he tells, the coldness in his voice makes a shiver run down my spine.
"Please, just give me a minute. You can't just leave this behind we've had."
What? "We've had." Is this his girlfriend?
"I am so sorry, please Martijn. I love you...", the girl says, obviously crying now.
This is his girlfriend. Or maybe was?
The thought that his girlfriend, or ex is talking to him now, makes my heart cramp and suddenly it just feels so hard to breathe.

He didn't tell me anything about another girl. I knew it. How could I be so stupid and think that he's single? He is a dick like all the other boys. Great Luana, you only fall for them.
And again you did so.

"Bye, Sonja."
"Martijn..."
A loud shut follows and then everything becomes silent.
It's so silent, that I can even hear my own racing heartbeat, that makes me feel even more uncomfortable.
I stay in the bathroom for five more minutes in order that the girl doesn't see me, he just talked to. I put my underwear on and quietly get out of the bathroom. My gaze immediately wanders to the door, where I find Martin standing. Both of his hands are leaned against the door to steady him. Just the sight of him tells me that nothing is alright. Perhaps this is the reason why he looked so sad this morning on the balcony, but this time I don't care.

I feel so ashamed. He used me like I am just another whore you can get here and I really fell for it. He used me in order to get over his fight or breakup. Whatever...
He never meant it serious. How could I be so stupid and really believe, that he cares?
I am just another bitch on his list.