Chapter 18
" WWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTT???!?!?!!?!!!!!??!?!???!???!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!"I scream at josh and then push him back. I walk back wards to the swimming pool and let myself fall in. Josh and sam try to reach for me, but i push them back.
" let me think" i said as tumble into the water. Don't do that by the way, you'll only hurt your entire backside, butt, legs and arms. I scream in the water, letting out all of the anger, frustration and confusion I didn't know was suppress inside of me. How can josh like me? He's suppose to be gay!
-- well, not anymore!
- I've been trying to avoid thinking about that.
I smile as i watch the pretty bubbles float to the surface. I had sunk a good couple meters. Who knew this pool was so deep.
-- what at you going to do with josh?
- I don't know tell him I just want to be friends? Make him go out with someone else?
-- the secound idea isn't so good since a lot of girls know that hes gay.
My body scream, telling me it need oxygen. I smile and close my eyes. This is what I aimed for when I jump down, the sense of a near death calmness and not being able to think because the only thought in my mind was must get oxygen. I was going to wait about ten more seconds before I start to swim to the surface, but a strong arm, male judging from the muscles, grab me around my waist and start to swimming to the surface. My eyes snap open and I struggle out of his grip. He seem to be suprise that I can move at all because he let go me imeadiately. I swim to the surface with him following closely behind. I took in the oxygen gratefully and turn towards the boy.
" why aren't you drowning? Why aren't you chocking" the boy said. He was the same boy who was swimming with me from yesterday. I frown.
" do you want me to drown? Ugh I killed my buzz. Get away from me!" I scream as he put a hand on my forehead and slap it away.
" are you serious? You tried to drown yourself on purpose?"
" no, I didn't drown, I knew I wouldn't drown."
" so you risk drowning yourself just to get that, what did you call it buzz?"
"I told you I wasn't going to drown. And how would you know that the buzz isn't worth it? You never tried it. The sense of calmness and blankness in my mind is precious to a person like me."
" isn't that what yoga is for?"
" you are so ANNOYING!"
" that's why you love me." I said smugly.
" I don't 'love you'. I don't even know you!"
" yes you do" I look at him closely. He's wearing a swimming cap and dark prescipted goggles. He look a little bit familiar, but not that much. His voice also sound familiar.
" no,I don't"
" are you mad at me?"
" yes I am, you annoying- buzz- killer"
" you don't know me and you still hate me."
" I hate you before? Whatever" I look around, trying not to think about who I hate and who can he be, for Sam and josh. I need to talk to josh. They were no where in sight. I guess they left when i yell at josh and fell into the pool. My eyes landed the clock. I have about 25 more minutes unitl the bell for first period ring. I turn away from him and start to swim. I need a name for him, I mean, I can't keep calling him him. What did I call him earlier?
-- annoying-buzz- killer.
- thanks, Meah.
-- you're welcome.
She's actually nice for once.
-- I can hear you thinking.
- get out of my head.
-- I would if I can.
- at least stop talking to me if I'm not asking a direct question for you.
-- technically, I'm not 'talking' to you, and what am I, your slave?
- shut up
That reminds me of the bet and that Sam's my personal slave. I haven't ordered him around much and he is getting off the hook too easy. Annoying-buzz-killer is gaining on me so I swim full speed and leaving him behind again. I swim for another 20 minutes before I got out and take a shower. I got out of the girls locker room as the warning bell ring.( if you haven't figure out what a warning bell means, then it is a bell that rings differently from the other bells and annouce that there is one minute left before class start so student can start walking to class instead of being late.) I run to homeroom, hoping that I won't be late. I'm so lucky I thought of bringing my school stuff with me swimming instead of leaving it in my locker. I got in the classroom, panting, but still not late.
" try to plan a head so you don't have to run, Ms. Pham." Ms. Whatshername said
" yeah, what happened to you?" Adam said, smirking.
" non of your bussiness."
" settle down, Zoey, Adam" Ms. Whateverhernameis gave us each a glare before speaking again." the theater is taken today by another class, so we'll have to rehease in the hallway since this classroom is not big enough. Zoey, I hope that you have studied the script." I nod. She herd us outside and start 'speaking loudly and not yelling because other class need to learn, too' about places and emotions and scenes. I was proud of myself because I only glance at my script like 10 times. It was a miracul that I even acted since my mind was focuse on who annoying-buzz-killer was and what am I going to do with Josh.
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