Wakeing The Demon (Kylo Ren X Reader)

He Hasn't Left Me Yet (34)

A/N: Thanks again for everything! The story is close to a end but we will have more then a few chapters coming up so be warned!

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You weren't sure if you liked Poe yourself. Something inside of you just made you lose intrest in all the other men and all you could think about was Kylo.

Your nightmares about him were intence and it was all about the same thing: him trying to turn you back to the darkside through manipulation. But then the nightmares would turn to Kylo finishing off your friends and killing them in a instant, trying to get to change your mind.

It was true, the darkside was growing stronger as you were. But Kylo tought you before Luke, so you were sure that you had him figured out.

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You woke up, shaken by fear. The nightmares were just too much and now what were you going to do without Master Luke?

You stepped outside of your quarters, that was quiet like a cabin. It was wooden and everything and you had a front porch that you would normally spend your time when you couldin't sleep. After a while this was a habit of yours since your "dreams" would take over.

You could see Poe hanging out side of his cabin as well and he started to walk towards you, since the quarters weren't very far appart. "Hey (Y/N)," He said greeting you, "You aren't getting any sleep too, huh?"

"No, please come sit with me," You had to admit it was kind of lonely not having anyone to talk to after the sun went down, "So what's up fly boy?"

He laughed at the nick name, "Fly Boy? So anyways, why are you up at this hour (Y/N)?" He asked you, as the both of you sat down.

"I couldin't sleep. It's all a bunch of Jedi stuff-" He stopped you.

"So you are saying that I wouldin't understand?" He put a hand on his hip, being sassy.

"No it's just that I have been having nightmares lately and I just haven't had a good night sleep since I got here," I was true. "This may sound crazy but it feels like I never left star killer and that Kylo is breathing down my back,"

"You don't have feelings for the guy, do you?" He asked you. Of course Poe hated Kylo Ren with a passion since Kylo put Poe into so much pain during his interrogation.

"He is the enamy. Kylo Ren and I never had anything, it was just that he would be on and off with me and one moment he would say that I'm the one he needs and then he would turn all angry and dark,"

"He liked you, right?"

"No, we'll I don't know. He never really told me and he left me for dead and I hate him for that," Kylo watched as you fell off a cliff and he said that he thought that you were strong enough to survive the fall.

"So there would be nothing wrong if I did this," He pulled you in close and conected your lips with his. This feeling was different then what Ren had given you, but then you pulled away, almost angry. "I love you (Y/N) You are so perfect and I am so lucky to have you as a friend but I want to be more,"

"No, I can't," You backed away a bit.

"What do you mean 'you can't?' I can treat you right (Y/N) and I will do what ever I can to make you happy," Poe would do anything for you but, you just couldin't.

"I'm sorry I just can't. I just need some time by myself and I'm not ready for a relationship. Don't get me wrong, you are a great guy," You stroked his cheek, "But I don't know why,"

Poe was kinda upset that you wouldin't go out with him but, then again he still was a great friend to you and he nodded and let you be for the rest of the night.