Wakeing The Demon (Kylo Ren X Reader)

(46) The end

*Your POV*

I turned around and my door slammed open. Kylo simply broke it down with the wave of his hand, "Times up (Y/N),"

I didin't have anything to fight him with besides the force, that was really the only weapon I needed. That brute charged me and all those thoughts flooded my head: Kylo betrayed you, hes nothing more then a nuisance and won't help you on your quest with the force!

I held out my hand as if to stop him with the force. I couldin't even focas from how angry I was, when my mind finally came back I slammed him to the wall. His helmet came off from how strong the blow was, "Damn it!" He shouted trying to break free.

I made my way towards him, "It's over, I'm done with you using me!" I kicked him hard in the stomach and watched as a bit of blood came out from between his lips. "You are nothing but a worthless abusive asshole and I hate you!"

He lifted his head up to look at me. Those eyes always cought my attention, I'd exspect the devil to be handsome, "You and I both know that's not true." He laughed, "You love me (Y/N),"

My eyes widened at thinking about that. I remember how I felt and how it was a perfect mixture of pain and love. I hated him so much that I loved him in a way. I adored him even though he might just be the death of me.

His devilish eyes glared at me and waited for a answer. I didin't know what to say, and I didin't want to take this heart break or be around him either, "J- just leave me alone," I struggled, he still didin't budge.

"I don't have to kill you," He said, "I know everything and it's clear that you have feelings for me," He cracked a smile and I couldin't help but watch his perfect plump lips form into that. It felt like he was mocking me because of how stupid I was to fall for him.

"No! I'll never join you," I broke free and pushed him back and he smacked into the other wall.

His lip split open and he looked at me, "There is no reason to fight it, you know that I'm not wrong," His words were like venom and it killed me to realise that it would never work. I dropped my fists.

I heard a loud noice from the distance and I knew that I'd be alright. This small moment of happiness wouldin't last for long, Ren knew exactly was was going on and he wouldin't stand for it.

I remembered everything about him and how wonderful I felt in that moment, even though we weren't even together. "Come here (Y/N)," He said softly and he put his lightsaber away. In his head, I was no longer a threat.

I slowly made my way towards him without thinking. It felt as if I was under his spell and loved every second.

"I love you too," those words leaving his mouth seemed like it would never be even possible to hear it from such a evil man. He held his arms out as if to hug me.

I stopped for a second and I looked down and felt bad about everything, "I- I can't love a man like you, you're a monster!" Tears welded up in my eyes.

"But of course I am," He said, "Is that a problem?"

I looked up at him and I thought about it, "It's all on perspective (Y/N), that's one thing that the Jedi haven't tought you," He wrapped his arms around me, "They wouldin't teach you about what I think because it would only confuse you even more. I know you smart enough to make the right decision,"

I didin't hug back and I just stould there for a second he looked down at me and leaned down and kissed me. It first it felt wrong, and then I felt the same spark and my heart race. I slowly gave in and cupped his cheeks.

All around us, hell was breaking loose but we didin't care. It's what our love was and after a second he pulled back and I heard the blaster shots from not too far away. In that very second, I could sense what was going to happen in less then two minutes. Star killer was going to be distroyed. Kylo knew it too and he looked down at me, "We won't make it in time," He cupped my cheeks.

There was no way to get out of this one and I couldin't belive it. "T- The risistance won," I said.

"They were only trying to fill the Galaxy with corruption and brain wash people into thinking that what their doing is right," He said.

So these last moments would be one of fighting. "L- let's not fight about that right now," I said. Everyone else was gone and the place was now being emptied. I looked over and saw the damage and my heart raced, "At least the battle will be over,"

"It will never end (Y/N)," He said,"This war will never be over," Just like that the whole place exploded and as soon as my distruction happend, Rey felt it and her heart broke. But it was a nessasary sacrifice to win the battle.

Now I was finally at peace and everything felt better. I felt no pain and the force was finally balanced once again.

'The end