Wakeing The Demon (Kylo Ren X Reader)

Open Wounds (39)

  A/N: I just want to say that I have been in trouble by Wattpad for writing things "to mature" or something that is rated wrong so please read the warnings for this chapter! 

  Warnings: Self harm and suicidal thoughts!

  *Your POV*

I looked all around for something that I could call in case of an emergency, but there was nothing until I went into Kylo's room and found his communicator next to the bed on his night stand.

I guess he trusted me enough not to take it.

  You quickly called the first number you could and quickly you were greeted with Hux's voice. "What is it now Kylo?" He asked you through the communicator.

  "General, this is (Y/N)! Something is wrong with Kylo and he's saying all these things and I can't get him to snap out of it! Please come quick!" Hux was quick to answer saying:

  "(Y/N)? Stay there and make sure that Kylo dosin't leave your sight. This has happened countless times and I know what to do, just stay there and keep him away from anything harmful." Wait, this has happened before?!

"Yes General, I will do my best,"

"Good, I will be there as fast as I can," And with that you shut off the communicator.

  You walked out of the room and you held onto the com- just in case something happend. "Kylo?" You walked into the living room and he wasin't there. "Kylo where are you?" It didin't take long before you ran into the kitchen and you saw him on the floor, bleeding everywere. "Kylo are you alright?"

  He was far from alright. His eyes were red from crying too much and his wrists told the story of how he was feeling on the inside, "Kylo how could you?" They were torn and scared to almost nothing.

  It was clear that he did this on his own, becuase there was a bloody knife on the floor. Your eyes watered up from seeing him like this on the floor; covered in his own blood that he had drawn himself. "Kylo don't move, I'm going to get some towels," He looked as if he was in some sort of trace. His eyes were looking away from you, as his skin was paler them before from blood loss.

  You quickly ran to get something to stop the bleeding just until Hux gets here. You grabbed a couple towels and made it back to him were you covered up the scars the best way you could and you aplyed pressure onto the deep wounds. "It's going to be alright, everything is going to be fine,"

His hands were cold, like his expression, "Let me die," Why the fuck would he be saying things like this?

   You didin't know what to say and as soon as you heard the door open, you saw Hux and Phasma running into the room, "What happened?" She asked you and you said the only thing you could:

"I- I don't know,"

  Hux pushed past you and Phasma as he fell to the floor infront of Ren.

Phasma didin't wear her helmet so you could see her face. Suprisingly she had blond hair and she was really tall. "It's alright (Y/N). Kylo will be okay," He held her arms to offer you a hug and of course you took it, she was trying to distract you so Hux could look after him. Your head turned the other way and you saw Kylo respond to Hux and Hux called for a medic.

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  A while later, the medic had to help Kylo here since it was hard to even get him to move, and it turned out that he needed stitches.

  "(Y/N), would you mind if I talk to you for a second?" Hux asked you after shutting Kylo's bedroom door after the medic was working on him.

  "Yeah sure," He led you into the living room and he said:

  "What did he tell you when you found him like this?" Hux asked you when he crossed his arms.

"He said that I cheated on him with Dameron. I mean I don't know what he means becuase me and the Commander have nothing," Hux frowned at that.

  "Kylo is different then some people; people like you and me. He sees and hears things that you and me can't. (Y/N) Kylo is a schizophrenic," You have heard about that mental disability, but you didin't know that some people in the galaxy still suffer from it.

  Hux went on, "We have tried to give him meds for it but it dosin't really stop the things that he will hear, and I'm guessing that he was told that you were against him."

"I don't know how to help him-" He stopped you.

"Kylo needs to help himself. But in the mean time, all you can do is to either comfort him or call us when you need help. It is completely normal for him to have out bursts but not when he hurts himself,"

  "Will do, thanks General," He nodded and left out the door.

  That night you slept on the couch and you couldin't help but worry about Kylo. It was truly tarifying to see him like that, but let's just hope that you never see that again.