Could Be Swan Queen Pt 2

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Regina smiled to her, so this is what it feels to be happy
Emma looked into her eyes. She remembered how it felt to get her hope back the few days before, even though she thought she lost it again, she felt like she was able to gain it right back again
Regina looked at her so happy, so loved. "What are you thinking?"
"I just feel like everything 's going to be okay. I know I felt the same a few days ago, but then I just got so caught up in all my worries, but right now I feel there's hope again" Emma smiled and sat up to kiss her jaw then back down
"Things really look liket they're going better, finally it really feels like it's going to get better" she said and layed down.
Emma put her arms around her a kissed her cheek "they do. And I hope like like hell it stays that way"
"Well that's going be a challenge in this town" she laughed and wrapped her arms around her
"Think about it, since we have been together, the town itself has been doing good. A few hiccups with a few groups of people, and us, but for the most part nothing too horrible has happened to Storybrook"
"Yet, I want to believe that, but I don't know if I can, always when I think we have a quiet moment it just gets worst"
"I know" Emma sighed "but we can always hope things will be okay, and that it will stay that way"
"We can, but you know how hope and me work together"
Emma rolled her eyes and gave Regina a kiss "can you just try to stay positive" she smiled "for once?"
"Maybe I could try for you" she said and kissed her cheek
"Good" Emma cuddled up to her
Reginagot comftable in her arms. "I don't want to ruin the mood, but how's your back?"
"Doesn't really hurt anymore. Just scarred up" emma kissed her forehead
"Good" she said almost as a wisper and traced her back gently with her fingers, feeling the biggest scars through the shrit
Emma closed her eyes feeling her hand on her back and cuddled up to Regina as close as she could
Regina kissed her shoulder, more of an apolgize. She knew Emma forgave her, but it didn't means she still wasn't sorry, she would propably always be
Emma took a small breath "and how are you doing, with everything? If you don't mind me asking..." she looked to her
"You can always ask" she said and gave her a kiss. "I'm doing fine. I guess still processing it all.." she looke over Emma, it was half true, she was processing it all, by pushing it away,
"You're not just pushing it away are you..." Emma was still worried about her and knew Regina didn't like to actually deal with her problems
Regina didn't answer, she knew her silence was telling everything to Emma
Emma gently kissed her head and hesitated before saying anything. "I still think you should talk to Dr. Hopper..." she finally said quietly
"I know, but still, what is that going to help. He can't take it away, he can't do a thing to it, only force me to talk about them" she had gone to Dr.Hopper when she had no one, now she had
"It could help just get it off your chest. He could give you ways to actually process these things instead of push them away. He can't take them away or anything, but I know that it could help" Emma sighed
"Couldn't it be enough if I just go them theough with you" she sighed "I just.. Hate to think of..him and what he did" she zooming out, got caught in her memories
"Yes you could do that. I know you don't like opening up even to me..." she gave her a light squeeze "i know you do. I can't even imagine what any of that could have been like and how it still makes you feel." She took a moment and talked more quietly "and that's why I think you shouldn't push them away. Processing it might make you feel a bit better someday" she gently put her fingers through her dark hair
Emma got her out of her memories, not going in that moment. She felt like crying, but was scared that if she started she couldn't stop. She clinged on Emma like she was her life, and well she kind of had came her life