Could Be Swan Queen Pt 2

I'm so sorry...

"Please" she said and gave her a kiss on the cheek and reste her head on her shoulder
 Emma hugged her for a moment and stroked her hair before helping her into the car and driving back to her mansion
 Regina titedly sat in the car eyes closed the whole way. Regina got up when they arrived and she stood there holding on to the car and taking deep breaths try to calm herself
 Emma got out and put her arm around her waist helping her inside and upstairs to her room
 Regina straight just collapsed on the bed when they got in her bedroom. She put her arms over her her eyes amd after a while took them of and layed there watching up, trying to wait for the shaking to stop
 Emma sat beside her softly putting her fingers through her hair whispering "It's alright". She wondered why she was all shaken up
 Regina moved to rest her head on Emma's lap, trying to push away the toughts Violet's father had put there
 Emma kissed her forehead and kept stroking her hair "what's on your mind" Emma asked softly
 "Hook.." she said simply burring her head to Emma's shirt
 Emma took her hand giving it a light squeeze "when you calm down a bit, tell me what he said. I know you don't like talking about it, but you cant push it away..." Emma said softly, her hand still in her hair comforting her
 Regina just nodded and breathed deep to calm herself, she knew she couldn't get out of this. It took time to calm, and when she was she got up and said nothing and walked downstairs to get some ice. She just walked upstairs holding on her wrist, he had hold much tighter than she had realized
 Emma sat her down on the bed and kissed her cheek. She looked at her wrist "may I? "
 Regina took the ice off and and gave her her wrist
 Emma kissed it gently before healing it
 Regina watched it heal
 Emma put her arm gently around Regina when she was done
 Regina hugged her, she didn't know hoe to start
 Emma was patient. Tried to make her feel as comfortable as she could
 Regina stood back looking at her now healed hand. "So Hook, her father knew"
 "The whole town knows now Regina..." Emma sad softly looking at her
 "Yes, but he knows, and also brought up the time he cursed you..." she didn't mkae eye contacts with Emma, sure she was strong and stubborn woman outside to anyones eyes, but she also breaked down when there was no one, or just Emma
 Emma looked away. She still felt so guilty about those few days with Hook. She wished so bad she could take it all back. She didn't really kow what to say
 "He just used it to get out" she said seeing the guilty on Emma's face.
 "I'm so sorry Regina..." Emma looked to her
 "You couldn't do much about it then, you didn't know, and he just wanted to get ubder my skin" she said with a gentle smile. She couldn't get it out of her head, when he had said that Emma did have a free will and did it by her own choise
 "I know... but I chose to do it..." Emma took her hand "we were having some issues in our relationship before we broke up... so when I did sleep with him during that time, it really had been a long time... I shouldn't have done it..." Emma layed beside her. She realised she never really apologized for it
 Regina sat next to Emma. "You were still under spell, why would you think otherwise, when you had no memory of us and saw us as friends" she said it hurt to say it aloud, she brushed Emma's cheek, as she could feel tears trying to come up, but she hold them away.
 "But my memories were from right where I left off with Hook. And it wasn't good anyways." Emma closed her eyes "just know I would never ever do that to you again" she said as a few tears came down her face trying to control herself
 "I know you wouldn't.." she know what to do, so she took the easy way, she wiped the tears and kissed her cheeks. She took the melting ice and walked downstairs with it. She had tears in her eyes when she left the room. She left the iceopack on the sink and walked to the backyard just now allowing herelf to be consumed by the sobs she had been holding