Could Be Swan Queen Pt 2

wish I could

Regina was still sitting on the floor feeling really anxious of this all. She saw her phone ringing and picked the phone she looked at Emma's name on the screen. She didn't know if she should answer, what could she even say. She picked it up before it would go off,bit hesitating. "Emma?" she sounded somehow small
 "Hi" Emma said quietly not knowing what to expect. She had sounded so pissed at Regina earlier and Snow had probably told her that she was gone
 "Are you okay?" she had no idea hoe she was and it made her so worried.
 Emma didn't want to cry again and tried holding back her tears "I don't know. I'm just so mad, and sad, and worried..."
 Regina bit her lips. How had she let this happen? "I'm so sorry, I should have told you.."
 "What's done is done... I just thought you would tell me..."
 "I tried to protect you.. I know how much you worry"
 "Well I have good reason to worry, you know I don't want anything to happen to you. I never know how I can help you... and you don't deserve any of the things that happen"
 "I know that really well and Emma let's not talk about what could happend, speculating is not going to help."
 "I know... I'm sorry for kind of blowing up"
 "You had every right to. Just next time something happens don't go out and hurt yourself."
 "I didn't mean to, I just needed to get out and go for a walk to try to calm myself down"
 "I know I understand, but it made me worry when no one knew where you were"
 "Sorry, I just needed to be alone"
 "Everyoe needs time alone from Time to time"
 "Are you alright? I didn't mean to worry you"
 "I'm alright, now that I know you are"
 "I guess I should let you go... good luck tomorrow..."
 Regina sighed. "I try to call you to tomorrow if it is okay?"
"Of course it is"
 "Okay talk to you to tomorrow.." Regina was already nervous of tomorrow. She had desided to start bit later tomorrow kowing she needed to rest before, and wouldn't sleep much
 "Love you" emma said quietly before hanging up and slowly laying back down, going out made her ache a bit worse. She wished she could go with Regina tomorrow. She was worried and really couldn't tell how it would go
 "Love you" she answered before she hung up. She put her phone to her nightstand and hot under the covers curling there, holding herself, she tried to feel safe, but all she could feel was lonelyness
 Emma knew she wouldn't be able to sleep. She layed there looking at the ceiling and thinking all night
 Regina just reated her eyes, she needed more energy and not sleeping didn't help it at all. She wanted someone beside her telling it would be alright. In the morning when the sun would have started to shine outside the vault she finally fell in to a light sleep.
 Eventually after laying there all night thinking about Regina and wishing she could have been holding her in her arms Emma slowly went up and went downstairs to make coffee
 Regina layed tre still cirled under the covers trying to hold herself, seek some comfort. When she looked at the time it had already started to be only hours till Henry'd be out of school. She hadn't ment to bee that long in be but she had, she got up and got dressed. She layered her clother for a bit. Stockings, under top, blsuse jacket etc. She didn't knew why she desided to put a skirt, it always made her feel more powerful, in charge
 Emma had been laying on the couch drinking coffee all day. She had thought about calling Regina multiple times but didn't know if it was a good idea and Regina probably didn't want to be bothered anyway
 Regina stood there in frot of the mirror. She magiced pair of handcuffs. She put them on the pocket of her jacket before going out, she went to Granny's to eat something before work
 Emma desided to just send Regina a text instead of calling "hey Regina. Wish I could be there with you today, I know you're nervous. Love you so much"
 Regina was eating when she got her text. It brought a small smile to her lips. "I am nervous, but I yry to get through with it safely and I love you no matter what. "