Could Be Swan Queen Pt 2

sleep a bit

Regina soon took it and sipped some of it before putting it away. She took few deep breaths in order to calm herself. She lifted her legs back on the bed looking at her hand that were resting on her lap
 Emma gently put her hand on her back rubbing small circles "It's going to be okay" she whispered
 She just nodded and layed down to rest her head on her lap. "Well if we think of the bright side, he can't never get me pregnant, so no permanent remainder of him"
 Emma nodded and kissed her head then took Reginas hand in her own "I don't think I really let him finish this time anyways"
 "No you didn't luckly, but still, he could never get me pregnant..." She said and looked up to Emma
 "And you're sure about that?"
 "Believe me I'm sure, I took that chance away long time ago.." she said, she could smell the bitter potion she had made back then
"Oh?"
 "..I had this potion, that made sure I can't have a child of y own." she said quietly
 Emma looked at her kind of shocked and confused "Why would you do that? You did adopt Henry so you did want kids"
 "It was something I did to get back at mother. She wanted me to have a child, it would have made sure to have our family on the royal throne. So I made that desision then..."
 Emma nodded and gave her a short gentle kiss "I'm sorry"
 "Well it was my fault, after the curse I really started to regret it."
 "And that's why you adopted Henry"
 "Yes, got this hole in my heart" she said "price of the curse"
 "Was he enough to fill it"
 "..yes..but there's something when you know that you can't have your own child"
 "Well if it makes it any better, you have always been such a great mother, and I'm glad Henry has always had you. I was so happy to find out he wasn't being tossed around in the system like I was"
 "Thank you, but first when he said I wasn't his mother, it hurt, just because I knew I really wasn't and never could have been"
 "I know. There were rough times between you two. But you are his real mother. You raised him most of his life alone. You've done more than I ever have for him. I may have gave birth to him but I also gave him up... I couldn't even look at him..." Emma looked away
 "Emma you did give him his best chance. I don't say I'm happy that you had to gave him up, but I'm happy that I got to raise him" she sat up and turned her to face her. "These years you've been here, they have been the best years of his life, and mine too"
 Emma gave her a soft kiss "the best yeas of mine. I've gotten everything I've always wanted"
 "This is the happiest I've been." She said pulling her into a soft kiss
 "Me too" Emma said before their lips met and she softly kissed her back with all of her love
 Tear escaped her eyes, but it wasn't tear of sadness, it was joy. She replied to those feelings.
 Emma felt Reginas feelings too and her body shuttered. She had never been so happy and so in love it was almost overwhelming but so very good
 She kissed her more passionet, it was always beautiful, made he feel so good when they kissed
 Emma placed her hand gently on the back of her neck as she kissed her with just as much passion
 Regina got her smile back and smiled against her lips, moments like this she never doubted the love they shared.
 Emma smiled against her lips. She was still so excited by the fact she was going to marry to women she loves the most
 Regina pulled away for air and looked at her as she pecked her lips,
 Emma smiled and tucked some of her hair behind her ear
 "Should we go back to sleep" she glanced at the time it was way too early to get uo
 "That's probably a good idea" Emma smiled and gave her a kiss
 Regina layed them down on the bed arms still around her
 Emma held Regina close in her arms "I love you" she whispered before closing her eyes
 "I love you too" she said quietly and closed her own eyes falling back to sleep
 Emma fell into a bit deeper of a sleep than the one before
 Regina slept bit more lightly, not dreaming for the rest of the night
 Emma woke up at a decent time in the morning with her arms atill holding Regina