Drag Me Down (h.s.) EDITING

You've Got To Be Kidding Me

"You're WHAT? You guys are doing what! When? Why did you not TELL ME." I knew I was yelling and being unreasonably upset but I just couldn't help it. Actually, I was not unreasonably upset. I was as upset as anyone else in the world would be. No I take that back. I was less upset than half the world would be when the news got out.

Somehow I had ended up laying sprawled out on the bathroom floor on the phone with Harry. Well, I had ended up on the floor after he told me the news of a.. HIATUS. A fucking hiatus. I was speechless for all of two seconds before I started yelling into the phone about how life was unfair followed by numerous questions on why I hadn't been told sooner.

"You know how these things go, love. I wasn't allowed to say anything." Harry said as apologetically as possible. I could hear him holding back his laughter. I was not in a laughing mood. I was in despair. I was always a fan above anything else. Always. This was a devastating blow to my fan girl heart.

"Where is Niall! Louis? Liam even? I want to talk to them." I was in full panic mode. One of them would have surely told me.

"Well, uh, they are refusing to talk with you. They can hear you yelling and are afraid to be yelled at as well." He spoke and burst into a fit of giggles. I could hear the others apologizing loudly in the background and saying how much they loved me even though they refused to talk to me.

"You are all assholes." I yelled as I hung up on Harry. I would just lay in the floor and bask in my own despair about the boys going on hiatus by myself.

After realizing how crazy I was acting I decided to get up off the bathroom floor. It was getting cold anyway seeing as I was only in my underwear. That's really the only reason I was getting up. I was alone so I could be as outrageous and crazy as I wanted to be about how upsetting this news was. I started to contemplate whether or not to just go drown my sadness in a tub of ice cream when my phone began to ring.

Good thing I looked at it because I really thought about ignoring the call but it wasn't Harry. It so happened to be Cat.

"Hello my lovely best friend. How I've missed you." I said dramatically.

"Okay yes I love you too but I called for a very important reason. Have you seen the new interview that has gone up about Zayn?" She asked as I laid back down in the floor. I had a feeling this wouldn't be good.

"No.. Why are you always calling me with bad news. I don't like this. You are becoming a bad omen, Cat."

"Oh rubbish! I call to tell you shit you should be paying attention to!" She was exasperated with me. I could hear it in her voice. I rolled my eyes.

"I don't keep up with Zayn. You know very well why I don't too." I said as I moved my arms and legs wildly around. I was pretending to make a snow angel without the snow. All this news today, I was really going crazy.

"I know BUT this bloke has really said that some of the songs on his UPCOMING album are about you! For one, I didn't know he was putting out music!" This news had me sitting up rather quickly.

"When did this come out? When did you read this?" All I could think about was Harry and the others. There was already a massive falling out happening and I could only think what this would do. How this would make them feel.

"Well it's nighttime on your side of the world and its morning here in the states. It just came out this morning all over Twitter with some magazine. I don't remember the name." She said.

"I really hope the guys haven't seen it. This isn't really what they need right now." I threw an arm over my eyes and sighed loudly. Could this day seriously get any worse.