Dan and Phil One Shots (2)

2 Chord

There was a thunderstorm here last night and so I didn't get much sleep. I feel like a zombie...

THIS IS A SONGFIC TO SLEEPING WITH SIRENS' 2 CHORD.

I've known this song a while but I've never really listened to lyrics properly. The other day, I searched them up and thought 'wow, this will make a perfect angsty songfic' ;)

NOTE: I CHANGED THE 'SHE'S TO 'HE'S TO FIT DAN AND PHIL :D

TW: ARGUING AND LOTS OF CRYING. IT'S SUPER ANGSTY.

Phil could feel tears welling up in his eyes as his shouts filled the apartment. Dan was standing opposite, yelling equally loud. Neither could remember what had triggered the fight but both were aware that the screaming had been going on a long time. It was a surprise that the neighbours hadn't complained yet.

Standing in a hallway
Walls explode with sounds of a fight, yeah
Searching for a reason
I don't know if I'll make it out alive, alive

"It's like you don't even love me anymore!" Dan yelled and the words slashed at Phil's heart, making him lose his breath for a moment.

"How dare you say that? I love you, Dan, I always have! It's just so hard when all we do is argue!" Phil was actually crying now: tears falling down his pale cheeks as he yelled. They were mainly because of the emptiness in his chest, also a bit of the anger.

"Now you're crying? Wow." Dan huffed, glaring at his boyfriend. Phil wasn't entirely sure if he could do it anymore. He hated shouting so much and every word tore another hole in his already broken heart. He wasn't quite sure how much longer their relationship would last since it definitely wasn't healthy- happy couples don't shout at each other over nothing.

He said he'd leave a thousand times
I think tonight, I'd actually take flight
And as he packs his things
I see him look at me with tears in his eyes

"This is ridiculous, Phil! I can't take this anymore!" Dan screamed, angrily walking down the hall to his bedroom. His bedroom. They didn't even share anymore.

"You can't take this anymore? I can't either!" Phil could see the faint tears filling Dan's eyes and it hurt so much. Dan collected up random clothes and packed them up into his backpack.

"I don't think I even love you anymore. Why should I? All you do is yell at me." Dan spat, shoving his phone charger into his bag. He momentarily looked up and met Phil's eyes; both of them were almost in tears.

He says, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
I'm staying here
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
'Til we make it there
Whoa

"Don't you remember when you said you were never going to leave?  Doesn't that mean anything to you anymore?" Phil cried out as Dan (rather harshly) threw his backpack onto his back.

"Why should it mean anything? You were different back then. We were different back then!"

"What do you mean I was different? I haven't changed at all!"

"You have. You used to love me and you used to actually talk to me!"

"I still love you!"

"No, you don't!"

"You said that we were going survive! You said we were going to get married! If anything, you're the one who has changed!" Phil yelled. Dan shook his head, walking towards his bedroom door.

"Yeah, I changed because I realised who actually cared."

I remember that we always
Remember that we always were so strong
Used to feel so alive
Now I don't remember living for so long