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{bts | NAMJIN pt2} 05 - Hold Me Tight

{bts} 05. Hold Me Tight pt2 [taglish coz me brain is dedz in pure eng]

NOTE: PLEASE READ PART 1 [title: {bts} 02. HOLD ME TIGHT]

NAMJOON's POV

I empty my drink but it gets filled with loneliness

I should've just given in, why did I argue all the time?

Even the trash bag thrown away on the street

Makes a lonely sound in the wind

All I did was color you in my white, blank paper

But then I realized, it already became a finished picture

You and I are like cell phones

When we're apart, you know we'll be broken

Only your scent completes me

Hurry and hug me

I stared outside our dorm, the rain has finally come to a stop. I looked at my phone. Jin's cheerful smile was my screen saver. By merely looking at it, I feel happy as well. I grabbed the umbrella and headed outside.

Message from Jin:

Namjoonie, will you please pick me up? I'm at the gasoline station. Thanks. Ily

Hiniram ko ang kotse ni manager hyung at nagmaneho kung nasaan si Jin. The past few weeks were dull and hazy. Even though Jin and I were together inside the house or in the practice room, I feel as if were too far. Our busy schedule kept on holding us away from each other. Sometimes, I wanted to go near him but he's so busy taking care of the other members or busy practicing the dance choreography. And there were also times when I feel that he wanted to approach me, yet I was too preoccupied in composing songs, or too tired to even speak.

All I wanted was to let him know that despite of our busy schedule, it was him who I think about. I wanted him to realize that he was the reason why I am inspired in writing lyrics and composing songs.

Behind Kim Namjoon's strength was Kim Seokjin.

When I reached the convenient store he told me he was at, I found him sitting outside, his back facing me. I mentally smiled as I strode towards him.

Gugulatin ko sana siya kaso bigla kong napansin na may kung ano siyang binabasa sa notes ng cellphones niya. Naramdaman niya naman yata ang presensya ko kaya agad siyang napalingon.

"Oh kanina ka pa nandiyan?" tanong niya sa akin.

Tumango-tango ako saka tumabi sakanya. "Hindi, kakarating ko lang." Inakbayan ko siya saka napangiti sakanya. Napatingin ako sa paligid ng gasolinahan saka ako napaisip kung bakit nga ba siya dito napadpad.

Tatanungin ko na sana siya kaso biglang nagsalita si hyung.

"Tara na, Yoongi. Umuwi na tayo. Baka lalo pang lumakas ang ulan." Yaya niya sakin habang inooffer sa akin ang kamay niya para hawakan ko.

Napatigil ako habang nakakunot ang noo. Gusto ko sanang i-confront siya kaso di ko magawa dahil sa masayang ngiti ni hyung.

"Forever ka na lang bang matutulala sakin, Yoongi?" natatawa niyang tanong. Hinigit niya bigla ang kamay ko, then he intertwined it with his.