Depression Hit Me Hard

14: Scars

Luke's POV

As I was eating my apple, so many thoughts raced through my head. Who exactly is this girl? She looks beautiful, her perfect brunette hair tied into a neat ponytail. She doesn't look like a nerd at all, definitely not what I expected when my mom told me about her coming here.

But, there's something more to her. She looks strong, but fragile at the same damn time.

"Rinnggggg."

I groaned, so does everyone else. I threw my remaining apple into the bin and everyone went their separate ways to their classes. I walked with Ally and Emma, me on her left and Emma on her right. I steal glances at her body whenever I can. I mean like, I'm a bad boy. I need to play it cool. I can't deny though, she's got a body like a model, like an hourglass.

Emma's body is almost the same, but damn, Ally's hotter.

'No I don't like her, I don't like her, I don't like her," I said to myself.

'Maybe you do,' My conscience told me.

Ugh.

There was uncomfortable silence as we walked to Math class but thank god Ally broke it.

"So umm Emma, planning on sitting with anyone in Math?" Ally asked Emma and she glanced at her.

"No, actually," Emma scrunched her nose upon realizing she had no one to sit with, mainly because Damon had a different class.

"I could sit with you, if you'd like," Ally added, and smiled at her.

"Than-"

"No err actually she's sitting with me," I interrupted.

I couldn't help but to listen to their conversation. I know she may be suspecting me as over-protective but, I kinda want her all to myself. I know I'm selfish, but whatever. I don't want her sitting with anyone else, she may fall in love with other boys, or maybe girls. If she decided on being a lesbian. Better safe than sorry.

Okay ew no. I did not just say that. How can I want her all to myself? Me? The popular guy? The bad boy? Pffft, I can have any girl I want, I don't care about her anyway.

Alright maybe I do. Just a little.

"Am not!" Ally retorted.

She looked cute trying to fight back. Not that she tried looking cute, but she just naturally is. I can't help and almost smiled but I tried my best to keep a serious face instead.

What the fuck is wrong with me? I don't fucking like her. No no no.

'You do, Luke. Admit it,' my conscience whispered.

What? No!

"You are," I glared at her, hopefully it looks convincing.

She said nothing but stick out her tongue at me and Emma giggled.

"You guys look good together," She admitted.

"What?" Both Ally and I said at the same time.

Gotta play it cool. I tried acting casual but Ally was the total opposite of mine. She was utterly shocked at that. I mean like, it's understanding. If I were a girl, I'd be shocked too. Emma's pretty famous and she hardly ever say nice things. Which means whatever she says is pretty true, and it comes right from her heart. That's why I like hanging out with her. She's truthful, you know?

Emma shrugged it off and we finally made it to the classroom.

"Fine, just for this subject. I'll be sitting behind you though," I finally gave in.