Start Of Something New

"just kill me now,"

•chapter 20•

Miranda's POV

Let's do a recap on how my life has been playing out so far.

My mom decided to drop everything and move to California, without giving me a choice. So we finally arrive in LA and I bump into a handsome jerk who happens to be my neighbor. This neighbor of mine enjoys annoying me to no ends but we try to get along.

Keyword: try.

I'm just gonna say Kevin now, because the word neighbor is starting to annoy the hell out of me.

Anyways, Kevin and I start to grow somewhat close and we both can't ignore the obvious attraction between us. Unluckily, the small little crush I have on him turns into a very big crush.

But there's just one big problem, and her name is Stella. To keep it short, she's obssessed with Kevin, and she never fails to make sure everyone --specifically me-- knows that Kevin is hers, and only hers.

All in all, she's a bitch.

Kevin and I get into a numerous amount of fights overtime, but we always make up.

Me, being the stupid one, I kiss him one day to make him shutup. He got extremely jealous when I started talking to some really cute guy, but that's not the point! Okay, so back to the recap, I kissed him and then he kissed me and then a make out session began. My feelings for him grew stronger but I'm not so sure I can say the same for him.

Here comes the climax, so I'm in school today and when I didn't see Kevin at lunch I decided to go look for him.

Very bad move.

I saw him playing tonsil tennis with Stella in a deserted hallway! To say I was hurting a lot was an understatement.

So yep end of recap.

My life is going great, how's yours?

So my extremely bad day leaves me in my bed sulking about what happened with Kevin and that she-devil.

My feelings for him are really strong, and that's the problem! I have to get over him. We can't be together.A fresh set of tears welled up in my eyes as I replayed what I saw in the hallway. I felt like there was a knife in my heart, and I couldn't take it out because it would just hurt even more.

I avoided my friends for the rest of the day because I didn't feel like talking to anyone right now. I shut my phone off and threw it on my bed. I sunk deeper into my covers, as I heard the doorbell ring.

"Miranda, Can you get the door I'm on the phone!!" My mom shouted from the room.

Is she serious? I was just getting comfortable.

Oh, my mom doesn't know that I'm silently sulking in my bedroom. When she asked what was wrong I told her that I was sick and that's why my eyes are puffy and red. I feel guilty for lying to my mom because we tell each other everything but I don't want to talk to anyone right now.

"Okay!" I hoarsely shouted. I sound like a dying horse, but who cares right?

I threw the stupid covers off me and began my walk down the stupid stairs. Who could possibly be at the stupid door.

I swung the door open and came face to chest with the last stupid person I wanted to see. What the hell does he want? Doesn't he have a stupid slut to kiss?

I immediately shut the door, but his stupid sharp reflexes kicked in and he put a foot in between the stupid door.

Okay, sorry I'm gonna stop saying stupid now I'm just really mad that's all.