Start Of Something New

"Well that can't be good,"

•chapter 19•

Miranda's POV

"YOU KISSED HIM?!"Mikaela yelled, I put my hand over her mouth to prevent her from screaming more.

"Will you shut up, the whole world doesn't need to know!" I scolded, earning an eyeroll in reply.

"Promise you won't scream," I said. She started muffling her words because my hand was over her mouth, so it was pretty hard to understand. I dropped my hand from her mouth before grabbing my books and shutting my locker.

"How did you expect me to promise, if you're hand was still over my mouth," she asked.

Oops.

"Anyways, did you like it?" She continued.

Of course I did.

"Yeah," I shrugged.

"So you can admit that you like him now, right?" Mikaela continued.

"Yes, I like him, but don't tell him that, and don't tell Ryan or Zach either," I told her.

"They already suspect it, but I won't say a word," She assured.

"Okay, see ya at lunch," I called out before we went our separate ways.

I then realized that I'm gonna have to tell the story all over again to Kelly. So that's what I did for the rest of the class, since we had a lazy substitute.

Kelly portrayed the same reaction and I shut her up a bunch of times because of her continous squealing.

But I guess it's okay for them to go crazy because I used to deny the fact that I'm not into Kevin at all.

Now I am.

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There was a swarm of students in the hallway when I was dismissed from third period. It would've taken me like 10 minutes to get to my locker but because I'm so small I was able to squeeze through a bunch of people, leading me to my locker in under 5 minutes.

I did my locker combo and opened my locker to load my books in to it. I grabbed my phone off the top shelf and shut it.

The hallway slowly cleared out as I walked to lunch. I opened the doors to the cafeteria and was immediately met with the noisy sound of students talking amongst their peers. I scanned the room to see Kelly and Mikaela already at the table.

Guess I wasn't as quick as I thought I was.

I quickly joined the lunch line and grabbed a chicken sandwich and a water bottle before paying for my lunch.

As I neared the lunch table I noticed that Kevin wasn't there.

Well that's weird.

"Hey guys," I greeted.

"Hey slow poke, what's up," Zach smiled.

"I was not slow, you guys were just too fast," I defended myself.

"Oh whatever, hey where's Kevin?" Kelly voiced my thoughts.

"Somewhere with Stella I think," Ryan shrugged.

Well that can't be good.

What could he possibly be doing with Stella?

My curiosity grew as I continued to eat my lunch, while the rest of the table discussed something that I tuned out.

After a couple minutes, I couldn't take it anymore, I have to know what's going on.

"Hey guys, I'm gonna go to the bathroom," I lied before grabbing my water bottle and walking out of the cafeteria.

I wandered around the empty halls clearing my thoughts.

He can't just just run off with her right after he kissed me, right?

There's no way.

I decided to head back to my locker, since the lunch period was almost over, to grab my chemistry textbook for last period.

I made the most stupid decision to turn left, because my heart dropped at the sight in front of me.

Stella was kissing him.

My jaw was on the floor, as I felt the tears stinging my eyes.

I dropped my water bottle out of shock, which was a bad move because they immediately stopped and looked at me.

"S-sorry to interrupt," I stuttered before running as fast as my legs could carry me. I could hear Kevin calling my name but I didn't care, I just wanted to get away from him. I pushed the front doors open, and ran down the steps.

I ran until I found my car, I jumped in and slammed my door shut.

Thats when the tears started to stream down my cheeks.

This can't be happening.

I mean, I know we're not dating but he can't just kiss me one day and kiss another girl the next!

That's not how it works!

No matter how bad he is at relationships, he has to be atleast a little smart to know that he can't do that!!

I actually thought he liked me.

And now I can't believe that I like him.

An unwanted sob escaped my lips, as the hot tears continued to run down my cheeks. I don't want to cry over him, but I just can't help it.

He hurt me.

And we're not even dating.

This is just fantastic.

I covered my mouth with my hand to prevent any more sobs from coming out of me. I thought we had something.

But just like the other 50 times, I guess I thought wrong.

The aching in my chest grew stronger, as a fresh set of salty tears slipped. This is definitely not how I expected my day to turn out. I don't think I can go back in there, but I'm gonna have to eventually.

My sadness slowly morphed into anger as I realized just what Kevin is. A player.

He uses girls and throws them away after he's done with them, I do not want to be apart of that. The thought of being one of "those girls" to him, makes me sick to my stomach.

He played me.

Ugh! What was I thinking?

That he was gonna change his player ways for me?

I have to get over my little crush on him, because we can not date.

I can't like him.

I have to get over him, or its just gonna make things worse. I can tell it won't be easy, but that's what's gonna have to happen.

Stella can have him, because starting right now I don't want him.

It just sucks because instead of falling for a nice guy...

I fell for a jerk.

A/N: what's good fam? New chapter! How was it?

Can you believe what Kevin did? Cuz I can.

Miranda actually liked him too.:(

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