Chapter 17

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I'm almost in tears, everything was so real?! Wtf!

I burry my head in my knees. That was the most amazing dream of my life... I want to die. I instantly feel the depression come over me like a wave.

My head rises. Wait not all of it was a dream... We did meet them but everything after that was totally in my head.

I stand to my feet and jump on Jess's bed.

"Jess! Jess wake up!" I urgently shake her.

This is eating at my entire soul. I need to know!!

"5 more minutes!"

"No now! please Jess it's important!"

"What can't wait five more minutes!?"

"Did we kiss Louis and Zayn last night?!"

"Pfffff I wish ha. We danced with them but we left alone with out any PDA."

I run my hands through my hair

"I'm heart broken..."

"Rhenn you did drink a lot you know. But the boys were really into us. They danced and laughed and we really comfortable with us."

My head is pounding and I'm slowly remembering that Jess and I got a taxi.

I got up and sulked all the way to the bathroom.

I lazily undress. When I get in the shower i let the water rush over me letting the pain go with it. This was probably the worst reality check I've ever had..

I'm never drinking again...

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