Just Hold Me ~ Norminah

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Dinahs POV

"Listen to when when I'm talking you bitch!" Jay yelled at me as I looked at the floor and tears threatened to fall. "LOOK AT ME YOU IDIOT!" He screamed to me and grabbed my jaw forcing me to look at him. The first tear fell and I knew how mad he would get.

"Dont you dare cry you loser! You dont deserve to have feelings, you don't deserve anyone, or anything! You're worthless!" He finally screamed slapping my face hard. I got mad. He had been treating me like this for as long as I could remember.

"I'm worthless? I'm worth it Jay, you're the worthless loser. All you do is smoke meth all day and talk shit about us and rape me at night! You're a son if a bitch and I never want to see you again!" I yelled as he grabbed me and threw me on my bed. I swear it broke. He pinned me down ripped my shorts and shirt off.

"I'm gonna kill you! You're so fucking worthless Dinah. No one loves you!" He said unbuckling his jeans and tying me up.

"Please no." I whimpered out as he started to slowly and painfully fuck me. When would I learn. He punch my eye. He bruised my ribs. He chocked me again. I would be in more pain again tomorrow.

I kicked him. I kicked him and kicked him and kicked him again as I made him leave my house before I called the police. He left. He was gone.

Was I really worthless? He said it so often that sometimes I thought it was actually true. I couldn't sleep. Not if I tried. My parents would be home in two days.

It was now 12 pm Saturday afternoon and I groaned reluctantly grabbing my backpack from my car. I brought it inside along with my spare glasses and putting them on I fixed my hair in a bun. I put on a stitch sweatshirt I had and some jeans. I decided to make a very late breakfast. As I was eating a piece of toast the doorbell rang. Who the hell could possibly be here? No one could see me looking like this! I had a black eye. I walked to the door with toast in my mouth and saw normani standing there with a black sweatshirt on and her backpack. Her mouth was agape when she scanned my face. I blushed furiously and she stared a little longer than she should've. She scanned my body and took a deep breath before closing her eyes, and her mouth regaining her composer. She reopened her eyes.

"What the hell happened to your beautiful face?!" She yelled and I tried to dismiss the fact she just called me beautiful.

"Are you okay?" She asked very concerned and took my glasses off carefully placing her thumb on my cheekbone. Her eyes were looking at mine too see if she was crossing any boundaries. She was waiting for me to tell her to step away, but I couldn't.

"Oh god that smells good." She said taking a breath. As if on cue her stomach growled very loudly I might add.

"Want some?" I asked moving aside to let her in. She nodded entering my house and waited for me to follow, even though she had been her before.

"This way." I said leading her into the kitchen. She smiled and I grabbed a fork taking a bite of my eggs I had just made. She looked at them and subconsciously licked her lips.

"You want some?" I asked and she was still staring. "Mani?" I asked trying to ignore the fact I just called her Mani.

"What did you call me?" She asked me blushing with a small smile. I knew she heard.