Just Hold Me ~ Norminah

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Space related movies always give me anxiety. The new romance space called "The Space Between Us" was released the week and Normani wanted to see it. I hadn't been paying attention due to the fact that it was making me anxious, and this was the last month I had with Normani before graduation. She was leaving for LA in exactly a month. I wasn't ready for that. I always wasnt paying attention because it was our 5 month anniversary. Sadly next month May 26th would be our half year anniversary and we would be apart. I frowned at the thought and excused myself from the theater. I walked to the bathroom and put my head in my hands looking down at the sink, feeling sick.

"Dinah?" I heard Normani's voice appear in the bathroom and my head snapped. "You okay?" She asked coming into view.

"I'm fine." She sighed and I could feel her tense.

"Lets just go home..." She said quietly and I walked past her towards her car. We drove quietly except for the very silent songs playing in the background. It was awkward. As she pulled up to my house and grabbed my arm.

"Dinah I love you," she spoke carefully, "tell me you know that?" I starred into her sad eyes and nodded. "Dinah..."

"I have to go." I said rushed and got out of her car. I knew that she was going to be upset. I knew that I was breaking her heart right now, but she was breaking mine too.

A week of extreme avoiding I decided to finally talk to her. I drive ti Normanis apartment seeing that she didnt go to school, and knocked on her door. When I heard the lock click and her face appear my eyes immediately drifted to the space behind her. Everything was packed up. I dropped my keys and my eyes started tearing up.

"Dinah..." she started out shakily, "you weren't supposed to see that." She said walking out of the door and closing it behind her. "Let me explain please?" I shook my head and she pulled me inside cautiously. Her whole apartment was packed into boxes. I started to freak out as she stood there telling me things. I completely ignored her and looked down at the boxes that were labeled. After a few minutes of my sobs she finally calm me down enough. I stood there and she started to explain.

"I'm not leaving yet... I swear, I was packing everything because they were coming to get it Dinah." She spoke and led me to her room where everything was almost intact. Her clothes were almost all packed and all her decorations were gone. Her sheet where gone and her bed was just a mattress with the frame.

"The company was going to move everything out on the 24th. I was going to stay at the hotel." She whispered quietly and I felt my eyes sting. She opened her mouth to speak again but I cut her off.

"I cant do this without you Mani." I whispered softly. She looked up at me as I shook my head and bit my lip. "Normani I need you." She stood up engulfing me in a hug as I cried quietly.

"Yes you can Dinah. Its just a few-"

"Years, four years. Its our life the beginning of our lives. A few months I can do but then you'll be going on tours and making albums and you won't have any time for me. Then they're wont be an us." I said backing away from her.

"Whats the point, it's practically over." I said throwing my arms up in defeat.

"Dont say that!"

"It is!" We stared at each other in the dark before she moved forward kissing my lips softly. I kissed her back with force and pushed her on the bed. She pulled the hem of my shirt off over my head and unbuttoned my pants. I ripped off her sweatshirt with force as she was unclasping my bra. I got her naked after she got my clothes off and reattached my lips to her neck. She moaned my name and cupped my bra angrily. She rubbed our chest together and flipped us over and I moved my lips away from her neck down to her breast. I was under her and it was harder so I pushed her back again. She tangled her hands in my hair and moaned again as I bite her erect nipples.

"Dinah I need you." She spoke suddenly making the space in between my legs throb even more. I started kissing down her chest and stomach reaching the spot in between her thighs. I cupped her warm clit with my hand and sucked the skin inside her thigh driving her wild. I removed my hand and ran my tongue over clit making myself almost cum on the spot. I moaned against it causing her to moan from the vibrations. Without a warning I pushed the muscle inside her and her back arched off the bed. She gasped and I toyed with her clit using my thumb. She groaned as I started pulling in and out with my tongue. I felt her wall clench and I knew she was already close. As it became harder to pull in and out I stuck a finger in pulling my tongue out. I put another one in and felt the inside of the spongey texture. She gasped my name one last time as her back arched off the bed.

"Dinah I-I'm...Fuck!" She cut herself off my grabbed the sheets and balling them with her fist. Her toes curled and back arched as she screamed out in pleasure. Someone was desperate. I continued to help her ride out her orgasm as the white hot liquid dripped onto my hands. I crawled back up and let her lick her fingers off. I kissed her again for a while as the sound of our slow smacking filled the room. If it was really over then I was glad I got this. After what seemed like a whole era of us just laying and kissing Normani finally spoke.

"So what does this mean?" She asked with a hint of worry. I looked at her hesitantly before sitting up and starting ti dress myself.

"Dinah?" She asked louder covering her body with the sheet. I looked at her neck where I left and hickey and felt my tears welling again.

"I don't know Normani, its not gonna work out." I said sniffling as she stood up and pulled me back down to the bed from behind.

"So then tell me Dinah... what do you want to do?" She asked with a hint of hope. A hint of hope I couldn't resist.

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(A/n: I suck at updating. Like legit suck but hey I was on a bus for over 17 hours yesterday  AND HEY I STILL HAVWNT EVEN BEEN OFF THAT BUS FOR OVER 24 HOURS YET and a total of over 30 hours on the bus this week so thats my karma also I added a very small paragraph of sorta smut in there so your welcome. Also only like two more chapters before the epilogue YAY which I already wrote but not the chapters

Enjoy guys 💝

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