Just Hold Me ~ Norminah

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(A/n: :(

Third person POV

"Derrick come read this." Andrea Hamilton said sitting down at the Family table with Dinah's letter in her hand.

"What honey?" Mr Hamilton asked walking over to his wife and reading the note with complete confusion. He scanned it over and over again trying to comprehend what he had just read.

"Shouldn't she be down here shes going to be late if she isn't." Her father spoke trying not to get angry. "Normani!" He yelled from the bottom of the stairs. They both walked up to her room and knocked on the door lightly.

"Normani?" Her father asked entering her bedroom and softly. "Mani?" He asked. Both her parents were now in the room and they say Normani laying on the middle of the bedroom with her arms out. She had fainted. Her backpack was wide open and laying on her bed. Her mother walked over to the backpack and opened it too see what she had. There was a bag full of food.

"Derrick." He was on the floor trying to check his daughters pulse and trying to help her get up.

"Call the hospital." 

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Normanis POV

"We have concluded on the injuries and there is head damage and a massive amount of weight loss." The doctor spoke on one side of my bed and my parents were on the other side. I was sitting in a baby blue hospital gown with the pulse oximeter on my finger. I was tapping it up and down annoyingly as my parents looked at me worriedly. I was going to kill whoever sent me that letter.

"It seems that your daughter is in fact anorexic. There are a few things we can do like send her to a rehab clinic for people like her that are in the same condition. They have all made miraculous recovers, the only downside is that its in Missouri." My mom cried as my dad hugged her. "We can also try some therapy which we need to do and she can be put on a healthy eating program and a center she go to go for a while here in town." My doctor said. I rolled my eyes.

"Normani what do you want?" My mom asked me. I looked away from them and scoffed.

"Normani Koredi you put yourself in this situation and now your gonna act like an adult do you understand me?" My father said very sternly. He was mad.

"I completely understand but I dont need help." I said completely disregarding the fact I was anorexic.

"I would have to disagree Miss Hamilton if you would've continued at the rate you were going at you would've been dead in 2 months." I scoffed. Whatever no point in living anyways. Once my parents find out what I am. Also the love of my life wanted nothing to do with me, not like she did before but now I knew what her lips felt like.

"Normani Koredi Hamilton you will stop this behavior this instant young lady." My father spoke. I clenched my jaw. My dad opened his mouth to speak when there was a knock on the door. The nurse came in asking for the doctor for something before leaving.

"Well as I was saying look at the charts it would've been two months before you would be too weak and fatigue to continue with your life."

"Normani?" I rolled my eyes again and my father had to be held back from pouncing.

"If I'm being frank doctor I want what is best for my daughter, even if means sending her away." My mom said avoiding my eyes.

"Well It is you and Normani's decision." My doctor said, earning another scoff from me.

"Thats it. Your going to Missouri because of your anorexia and you need a serious attitude check Normani Kordei Hamilton. Pack your things."  My father yelled. He left the room with me my mom and my doctor.

"I'll be back." My mom said leaving. How did this even happen.

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In a week I had been In the rehab center. I was there for my fifth day now. You get your phone back on the tenth day. I was aloud to have visitors, besides the fact all my friends lived four states away in North Carolina. Seriously what the fuck dad?!

"Normani?" The nurse asked me as I sat down for my weigh in. We had to be weighed, everyday. I had barley touched my food at all. I had my own personal therapist which is where I was goinf next.

"So Normani tell me hows it going?" She asked. I crossed my legs and rolled my eyes.

"Other than missing school, my friends, my family, sorta, and being forced to eat, pretty well I would say pretty well." I said fake smiling.

"You dont usually do that, do you?"

"Do what?"

"Sarcasm, what happened?"

"I was broken."

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I got my phone back today. Finally. I could text my baby sun. She would cheer me up.

BabySun💛: What. The. Hell. How come I was just told that you are in rehab??

BabySun💛: You're not on drugs, are you?

BabySun💛: No you would never. Please text me.

BabySun💛: its been six days Normani text me. I miss you.

BabySun💛: I love you.

The last text was a few hours ago. I pulled my phone out texting her as she immediately replied.

BabySun💛: IM GOING TO KILL YOU

The text said immediately making me cringe. It was going to be a long time in here.

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(A/n: i know it's extremely short but my headache from 36 hours ago still hasn't gone away so if you haw it f off. Anyways I've had a terrible day. I had to leave early again and I cried in front of my crush for like three minutes. Also in class we made eye contact and they rolled their eyes and looked away :(

Its coming BACK. AHHHH kill me please fucking kill me.

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