My Youth is Yours (Phil x Reader)

6

Phil's POV

I stare at the ceiling, thinking of yesterday.

I shouldn't have been so harsh on Y/N. She was just being nice, like she always is. Jake is the problem, not her.

Poor girl. She's probably devastated.

Sighing, I sit up and turn so my feet are hanging off the bed and resting on the soft carpet. I slowly stand and walk to the closet, rummaging through my clothes.

After I'm dressed, I forget about breakfast, brushing my hair and any other must do morning routines. I need to see Y/N.

She's an early riser, she should be awake. I walk down the stairs and out the front door into the crisp, morning air. Looking over at the house next door makes me tremble. What if she's mad? What if she's crying? What if she called Jake over for support?

Shrugging off my thoughts, I make my way over. Who cares if she's mad and crying. She's my best friend. I need to be there with her whether she wants me or not.

I knock on her front door. When it's opened, I'm greeted by her father, who, like her, also wakes up at ridiculously early hours of the morning.

"She's upstairs." I nod and make my way to her room.

The closer I get, the louder the sweet sound of an acoustic guitar and the most beautiful voice singing 'Iris' rings in my ears.

Y/N had always been an amazing musician. Not only can she play the piano, guitar and drums like there's no effort to it, she had the most powerful and beautiful voice I've ever heard.

I turn the handle to her bedroom door, careful not to make a sound in fear she'll stop. I open it slowly and poke my head in. She sits on the end of her bed, strumming the strings of her guitar and reciting the lyrics she had carefully memorized.

"And I don't want the world to see me,

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.

When everything's meant to be broken,

I just want you to know who I am."

She repeats the last line of the chorus three more times, just like the song, and plays the last few chords.

Now is my chance.

"Y/N?" My voice gives her a fright and she quickly turns around, almost dropping her guitar.

She stares at me for a few seconds, processing who is in front of her, then looks down.

"What do you want, Phil?" She mumbles, only just audible.

I struggle to think of an answer. "I wanted to say sorry about yesterday. I overreacted. I shouldn't have been mad at you. Or even Jake. You were just trying to be nice, and he was only trying to make a new friend. It must be hard to move and leave all your friends behind."

"B-but, Phil," she looks up at me. "I thought Jake was an absolute dick to you? I thought you hated him? I thought you were absolutely pissed about him not inviting you on that walk-"

I cut her off. "I was being stupid. I understand why he didn't want me coming with you guys. I need to stop thinking that I can befriend everyone."

"Phil, don't say that. He pulled a real dick move. And I guess I did too, considering I didn't disagree with the idea."

Silence. I refuse to believe that. "I wish you did come on that walk, though," she says before I can say anything. "Do you have any idea how boring he was? All he did was drone on about himself." I chuckle a bit. What a jerk.

"I'm guessing you didn't have any conversations about what will cause the zombie apocalypse and what insect will take over the world, then?"

She bursts out laughing. "No," she chuckles. "Those are reserved for the two of us." I blush as she smiles warmly at me. "Why are we having these fights, Phil? We're best friends. Our lives are pointless and boring without each other."

I sigh. "Yeah," I hold a hand out. "Truce?"

She raises her eyebrows and grabs my hand, shaking it. "Truce. And now, to celebrate our regeneration of a fight-free friendship, I'm going to kick your arse in Mario Kart!"

I smirk. "We'll see about that."

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A/N

DRAMA SOLVED!!!

Or is it?

You'll have to find out ;)

Also, if any of you are reading my Dan x reader, Arms, I shall update soon!

Basically, I started writing a new chapter (spoiler) about the plane trip to Australia and got about halfway UNTIL!!.... Dan posted his new video, "I almost blinded myself."

"What's so wrong about that?".....

...... I HAVE TO RE-WRITE THAT WHOLE CHAPTER!

ARGH!!!!

But I should have that done soon.

Also, not that you'd really care, it was my birthday on Saturday. Wooooh!

I had spent most of that day on a double date with my Pointless Book, leaving a love letter in the middle of a shopping centre, bowling, going to the movies and, most of all, trying to get noticed by any YouTuber I could on Twitter.

As some of you may know, it was also Alfie Deyes and Josh Pieters' birthday too.

Whenever they mentioned it, or some other YouTuber sent them a birthday tweet, I replied with something like,

"Yay! Happy birthday! It's mine too!"

Or,

"Haha, happy birthday, birthday twin!"

I'm that cringe. No wonder they didn't respond, I'm an absolute fucking loser.

But at least some other fan who also had the same birthday and was probably dying to be noticed too sent me a birthday tweet after me saying I hadn't gotten any birthday messages and Wattpad even said happy birthday and sent me a birthday present thingy!

Also, I had spent time with the best people in the world, which was probably the next best present next to TATINOF (that will always be number 1 <3).

My friend had also spammed Dan and Phil to give me a birthday tweet but was unsuccessful, but the fact that she tried was more amazing than if they actually did send me a tweet.

Plus, Phil uploaded a video so that was another great birthday present and I got Generation Next from my dad and brothers! Yay!

Hope you're all having an amazing life, goodbye.