His Tutor Girl

EPILOGUE

Dear Past "Douchey" Me,

I, Park Jimin, write to you from a time frame that will remain hidden.

I don't want to admit to when I'm saying these things, because I don't want to feel burdened than I already am. It's worse to feel this way when she was getting back onto her feet. But to feel this way when she's totally moved on, has a loving boyfriend that treats her beautifully? ...that's what sucks for you.

You messed up.

You messed up by being confused, idiotic with priorities, and overall, just a douchebag when it came to trying to figure out where you love lied.

Your best friend is Nari at the moment, as you've taken time apart from everyone - romantic relationships in general - because you're trying to focus on yourself first; deal with your problems before ignoring them.

You lied months back.

You tricked yourself into believing that you weren't in love with Y/N.

Guess what...

Yeah, sucks for you now.

But it's okay.

I'll be okay though, you know for a fact that I'll move on one day as well. Because that's what time does right? It heals.

So I don't regret your decisions past me. I don't regret any of it. It's made me a better man today...and hopefully, when I do find to care for Nari or any other woman the same way I do for Y/N at this point in time...I'll make sure to no longer be so confused over how I feel.

Confusion killed your—well, my—chances to obtaining the "one that got away". Y/N being that one girl who you did lose.

It's okay. You'll be moving on and sharing your experiences with the world. Let's see what comes to happen later on in your life.

I'm

Waiting.

I'm

Patient.

...and I'm finally no longer distracting myself with other events to masky problems.

I've

Learned.

So,

Dear past "douchey" me...

Thank you for all the mistakes you made.

Sincerely,

Park Jimin.