Never In A Million Years

Chapter Eighteen

~Karabo's POV~

"Dammit, Karay. Kiss me already." she instructed.

I took two steps closer to her. She had been proclaiming her love, and telling me about how I never do anything romantic. She flashed her bloodshot eyes and lightly smiled. I blushed. Mega.

She crept closer to my body before we were standing inches apart. Her breathe was like strawberry, and her hair was let loose. It fell perfectly on her face, without being too much. I combed it back with my hand, and because her hair is natural it agreed. I let out a sigh, before leaning my head towards hers. 

She closed her eyes, as I gently pressed my lips against her cheek. It was warm, her cheek. She began smiling, and blushing before she slightly tilted her head and began coming towards me. I took a step back, but she followed. So, I became strong. I became a man, and I pressed my lips against hers. Her knees fell weak as I had to hold her waist, to make her keep her balance. I was now weak. Her lips were gentle and soft. I craved for more. She released her grip over my hair, and took a step back. She bit her lip and looked down before flickering her eyes at my lips then back up to my eyes. I did the same, except I didn't bite my lip. 

"Karay," she whispered. "Again." 

It was been two seconds before I automatically smashed my lips against hers again. I picked her up and her feet had now crossed around my waist. She seemed comfortable. I was comfortable. But then she began to moan. She wanted more. I wanted more. I wanted her. I craved her body, her presence. All the time. 

**

"Kar! Kar! Karabo!" I heard Boithuto calling as she shook me up. 

I opened my eyes, and discovered we were just outside the penthouse. I was the only one left in the car, and Ally couldn't care less.

"Just a dream." I mumbled, trying to remind myself that she was intensely upset with me. I messed up big this time. I allowed Kgosi to get to me, and I snapped.

Boithuto helped me out, and into the house. The first thing I witnessed as soon as I entered, was Ally's eyes. She was looking at me, while Kgosi helped her to the couch, and brought her a blanket. That should be me. Taking care of her. She was mine. Except she wasn't. I had to stop calling her that. She hated me now. I turned my focus to the television and so did she as we heard the news man mentioning the Olympics. 

"In the 200m women race, that took place yesterday, the three fastest losers progressing are, Kylie Mohammed from the United States of America, Belgium's Melarose Intesonsty, and none other than the 400m women winner, Allyson Mogotsi of the land of Botswana." he remarked, "Tune in tomorrow, to find out the fastest losers, for today's races. And more about Karabo Sibanda's injury."

Great, my injury had been broadcast ed for the entire world to know. Not only was I losing her, but she was losing me. 

I walked up to the couch she was cuddling in with Kgosi, and stood infront of them.

Sir, I suggest you leave. I require a moment with her."

I was being formal and polite.

"She doesn't want to talk to you, I thought the events of the day proved so." he responded. 

What?

As if reading my thoughts, he continued, 

"You heard me"

"Ally." I begged.

"It's alright, Thateho, he won't make the same mistake twice." she looked up to me with hope in her eyes. Of course I won't. I love her too much.

Kgosi, got up and left us alone. Just me and her.

"Ally, I'm sorry about today. I saw you two together, and heard about your past and snapped. I guess, I thought you told me everything, but the thought of you not telling me about him, and the thought of you two together killed me. It crushed me."

"I'm not the only one with a mysterious and hidden past." she flashed a quick look towards Kgosi and Dylan. Who were now engaged in a conversation.

"She doesn't mean anything to me anymore."

"Neither does he. At least, not the way you do."

"What am I to you?" I bravely asked.