Poesie

Hate

She proved me right.

There is a girl I disliked, hindi ko alam kung bakit,hindi ko alam kung anong meron. I never discriminated or discussed her with any of my friends. Kapag nakikita ko siya, wala lang. Sa isip ko, ayoko lang sakanya, siguro dahil hindi ko siya kaugali. She was beautiful, gandang-ganda ako sakanya pero ayoko siyang nakakausap o kahit nakakasama. There was something about her that made me feel insecure and weird everytime she's around.

Two years later, same story I still didn't like her but something changed. I met her.

If cliche story goes, I could've been friends with her and get along well. But no. She made me feel stupid along the way regarding her knowledge, I treated her nice. Tinulungan ko siya, and what I get in return ay yung kaartehan niya.

She complained and complained, again and again. And what changed about the fact that I disliked her is that I started to hate her.

Wala siyang pakialam sa mga responsibilidad niya, what's on her mind is "What she wants is what she gets." She finds ways to humiliate people even though they're innocent. What's worse is if she does something bad or gone wrong, she starts to point fingers at the innocent ones.

Now what I truly want?

To delete her existence in my life.