Poesie

Let Me Rephrase That

Written when I was sober

LOVE XD

When I meant love waits, let me take it back, love cannot wait. It goes deep inside you and just struggles so hard for you to notice. And you just cant help staring at the guy you love with someone else.

Ofcourse you had no control over him, you were nothing to him, you have no rights whatsoever to approve or manage his lifestyle. He get to be with people he wants, and you? Sulking at the corner waiting for him to be bothered by your presence.

Love can't wait for a right moment, even when you're with him, for example he doesn't even start a conversation with you then you notice him greeting someone that just passed by. I mean, come on! I'm a human intellectual too.

It wants to get out of its cage and sing I love you's but you've got to get a hold of yourself, because that love is the reason why people get hurt.

Notice when you can't wait to spat out your feelings because he's too busy to notice you whining about your rants in life? That's love. At its finest, at its most vain, and at its highest peak of worthlessness.

Love comes just to show that no one cares for you. It cant wait for you to be broken, it cant wait to show the world of what you can do for a single person just because of that thing called love.

Love gives you the idea of a perfect relationship, when you have love everything will go your way, wrong. Everything will not go your way, jealousy, anxiety, depression, anger, infidelity, all of the emotions are just lurking outside of love and when you take a step outside of that barrier everything will start to crumble.

That love you hold on to? Where is it when you are broken? Have you ever thought if that love was when your friends are comforting you? The love you feel when you get fed 3 times a day. Love is sitting at a coffee shop reading a book, it is doing things you can enjoy. You don't have to waver to love in order to get something, it isn't always give and take.

Love is not chasing some boy for some petty quarrel, because you don't always have to be hurt in love. If it means loving is next to hurting then no one should ever love, because love is meant for those who have loved and cared.

Love is for those who simply wait. Wait for the love.