Bleeding hearts

Chapter Twelve

Dean's Pov 

it's 2 am and i'm still wide awake ,how could i sleep knowing she's right down the hall probably sleeping in those really short shorts and tight tank top that i saw her wearing before when i hang out here 

i'm turning to a fucking pervert given the erection that's straining against the sweats i'm wearing ,yeah i didn't sleep naked after all because my sister is also right down the hall and it would creep her out to find me in the morning naked on their couch 

i heard loud talking and then there was a scream that made me out of the living room in seconds ,i found Em standing in her room's doorway looking scared  ,her eyes widened when she saw me "what are you doing here ?" she said in a sleepy voice 

i ignored her question "what was that screaming ?"

her eyes darted to the closed door of Addison's room "it's been like this every night since i moved here "she whispered and then there was another scream 

i ran to the door opening it and stepping inside the dark room ,Addison was struggling between the sheets of the bed saying things ,her voice scared and small 

i approached the bed quickly and touched her shoulder "Addison ,wake up "

she whimpered and i realized she was crying ,i pulled her face between my hands and shook her gently "babe , wake up "the tears weren't stopping and she sobbed her eyes still closed 

"Chris "she whimpered and i froze 

who the fuck was Chris ?

she wasn't stopping and repeating the name again and again which made me shook her and not so gently to wake her up ,i was fucking jealous that she was calling another guy's name in her sleep but i had to calm down 

she stiffened "Dean ?"she asked in a small voice and i cradled her closer to me "what happened ?"

"shh ,you had a nightmare ,it's okay now "i slid down the bed pulling her with me and resting her head on my shoulder "i'm here now everything is okay "i whispered reassuring words to her because she was shivering and still crying 

"i'm sorry "she said after calming  minutes later 

"shh it's okay  baby ,just go back to sleep "i kissed the top of her head running my hand soothingly down her hair and she sighed snuggling closer to me her hand resting on my chest

i don't know who this Chris guy is ,and i'm not sure if i want to find out because i can tell that she loves him and he's still lingering in her heart 

i don't want to be a fucking rebound ,but for this girl i'm ready to lose my self just to have her next to me even if she's not ready to love me 

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i woke up to a sweet vanilla smell and realized my cheek is rested on warm skin ,i realized after it's Addison's stomach ,my arm was around her legs and i was facing her breasts that were basically in my face 

"you're up ?"her sweet voice asked and i moved but she stopped me with her hand in my hair  so i relaxed as she played with my hair and i almost fucking purred 

"i can get used to waking up like this "i murmured feeling sleepy and wanting nothing but to stay here all day 

she stayed silent before saying "i'm sorry about last night "

"every one has nightmares Addison ,that's normal "

"but they don't have them every night "she muttered and i tried to get up but she kept me in place 

i sighed "what's the cause of your nightmares ?"i asked planting a kiss on her bare stomach and  making her shiver 

"it doesn't matter "

"who's Chris ?"i asked her and she froze underneath me ,i pulled up and she didn't stop me this time "you called his name "i starred at her laying like that ,her hair spread around her ,she looked like an angel ,my angel .

"my ex boyfriend "she answered closing her eyes shut 

"and why you're having dreams about your ex boyfriend ?"i asked ,my tone a little harsh 

"i don't want to talk about it "she get out of the bed walking to the door but i caught her hand making her stop but she didn't turn around 

"Addison look at me "i asked in a calm tone 

"Just leave it alone Dean "she pleaded her face still facing away from ,hiding the emotion i'm desperate to see 

"you're still dreaming about your ex ,i can't leave it alone" i pulled her in my lap so she was straddling me and took her face in my hands "do you still love him ?"i asked the question although i'm terrified from knowing the answer 

she stared into my eyes "i don't have to tell you anything "

"you're going to be my girlfriend ,i have the right to know what's filling your heart right now "i almost growled the words you're mine but stopped myself 

"who said i'm your girlfriend ,we just went on one date "she snapped getting up from my lap and heading for the door 

"don't mistake anything Addison ,you are my girl "i said and she stopped ,but then opened the door and was out slamming it after her 

i headed out of the apartment five minutes later with one plan in my mind ,which is demanding the answers i need from Logan ,and i'm getting them even if i have to beat my best friend for them .