Request: Can you do a Namjoon oneshot where we're having a pillow talk about his worries for the present and future? Thank you, thank you! Your blog is greeeeeat 😍😍😍
A/N : Aw thank you thank you so much! I feel so flattered!
"Jagi, I'm home!" You hear your boyfriend shout from the living room. You got up and made your way to the front door, squealing all the way through. "How was your concert? Are you tired? Do you want to eat?" You threw many questions at him. Namjoon laughed and shook his head, "It's alright (y/n), let's just head to our room." He smiled, placing his bag down.
"When do you have to go back?" You asked him as you closed your bedroom door. "In two days. We have a really short break before we resume our schedules."
"Yea it's REALLY short." You emphasised on the word 'really'. He chuckled and pulled you down to bed. He rested his head on top of yours while his arms around loosely wrapped around your waist. You smiled and closed your eyes, enjoying the hug you missed so much. "(Y/n) ah, when we grow old. We'll be too weak to move around. We might as well come up with a permanent position and stay like that forever. I suggest this position." Namjoon suddenly talked after the silence.
"Why are you suddenly thinking about when we're old? Isn't that still so long?"
"Yea but time flies really quickly." Namjoon sighed as he leaned back, resting on the bed. You turned around as rested on the bed, your head resting on the pillow.
"Is something wrong?"
He smiled and shook his head, his gaze only fixated on you. "Nothing, I just suddenly started thinking about what will happen in the future. Will BTS still exist 10 years down the rode? Or will we be separated because we want to start a family? Will you and I have children when we grow old?"
"Y-Yah, why are suddenly being so deep now." You chuckled then let out a sigh. "I think about it sometimes too. What if we actually get married and have kids. They'll be running around our house while we Ty to change their diapers."
Namjoon laughed at that thought. "The future seems scary, now that I think about." You spoke, looking up at the ceiling.
"And why is that so (y/n)?"
"Because we don't know what will happen." You frowned. "There are so many possibilities, what if we break up? What if we break up and just completely stop talking to each other? As if our relationship never happened." You started imaging a life without Namjoon and felt yourself getting emotional.
"(Y/N)... I'm sorry for making you think so much about the future. I've just been worried about what will happen in the future." He said. You smiled, grabbing a bolster for you to hug, you spoke, "You can let it out."
He sighed and looked up, "What if BTS disbands? Fans stop loving us then leave us. We'll have no choice but to stop making music. Or what if something bad happens to the group that we suddenly hate each other? What if our success right now will be only short lived? What if I'm a terrible leader, only leading the group to failure."
You poured and shifted yourself closer to him, wrapping your arm around his stomach, "I'm sorry you're worrying so much about the future. You shouldn't see only the bad side. Maybe that's what we both need to learn. There are positive outcomes in the future too. We may end up getting married and BTS becomes the number one group in the KPOP industry and the most known group from Asia! Worrying about the future is pointless. Right now in the present, we have enough problems to deal with. We should focus on solving our problems now and create a proper plan for ourselves, so that all those bad stuff you just said? They will never happen."
Namjoon turned his head to look at you. "Wow I didn't know you can be so wise." You took your pillow and smacked him in his stomach. "I'm kidding! Thank you for that by the way. I miss talking like this with you. It calms me down after we talk. I missed this a lot." He turned his whole body to hug you.
You smiled and kissed him on his lips. "I miss you too. Without you, I didn't let the chance to laugh at your dance moves."
"My dance moves are pretty unique."
"On a serious note again, you should just focus on the present now. Alright Joomjoom?"
He laughed and kissed you on your forehead, "It's been awhile since someone called me that."
"It's been awhile since we had our pillow talks."
"I'm glad to see you again (y/n)"
"Me too."
The rest of the night, you two cuddled and talked a little more before you both decided to hit the hay.
