Why Try

Chapter 19

I just dropped Madison and Hailey off and now I'm on my way to Justin's. it's now nearly four AM and I'm not even tired, I just want to talk to Justin. Yeah I could wait until morning but I need to do this now. I pulled up at his gate and put his code in. The gates slowly opened and I made my way up his driveway and got out of my car. I have a white Golf and it's beautiful but anyway. I unlocked my phone and pressed the call button on justin in my contacts. The call ended up going to voicemail so I ended it. I walked up the few steps and knocked his door, he will most probably be asleep but I have to talk to him. I knocked again but still no answer. I sighed and sat down on the steps. I began to trace around the orange camouflage on my Fenty's. After a few minutes I heard movement inside of Justin's house and then the door opened. "What are you doing here Aribella" I stood up and faced Justin
"I need to talk to you Justin."
"Why now? It's past four AM, you woke me up so now I'm in a shit mood, I don't really want to talk to you right now so please go home"
"no! I'm not leaving until I explain". "There's nothing to explain. You have been flirting with other guys at parties for a bit now and I've had enough"
"are you taking the piss?" Is he serious right now? At every party I've been too he's been there and I've been with him. What the fuck is this kid talking about. "At the bar when you're getting, looking at guys. It's annoying and it makes me look like a dick". I looked down and let out a little giggle because I literally can't believe how stupid and pathetic he's being. He's just looking for an excuse to argue.
I have been here for about an hour now and nothing has been sorted. I'm currently in Justin's kitchen because it started to get cold out so we came inside. I have tried to explain to Justin about the situation but he's still acting like a child.
"Justin, we can't break up over something stupid like this. Jazzy is coming tomorrow and I want to meet her"
"you're not meeting my sister"
"oh my god why are you being so petty?" "I'm not. We clearly aren't on good terms right now and I don't want an atmosphere". I can't be here much longer because he is in such a bad mood and I can't be arsed with it.
"You're being an asshole" "
well if I'm being an asshole, get the fuck out of my house. We are done. Don't call or text me because I really can't be arsed." At this point I was shocked, my feet couldn't move. Justin grabbed my arm and started dragging me to the door. "Hey get off me" he opened the door and pushed me out.
"Justin what the fuck!!"
"Leave" he said and closed the door. My heart broke. I sat down on the same step and the tears came flooding down my face. Why do I try?.
I miss home, I miss Boca, I miss my old friends, I miss my family but most of all, I miss my mom. I know what I have to do, I need to go back to Boca for a week or so. I can't be here. I got back into my car and went home to pack. Boca, I'm coming home. It's the right thing to do.