Why Try

Chapter 30

March 2015

The past few days my back has been in bits. I have been in bed in so much pain I have cried a few times. I'm only six months pregnant, I still have three months to go.
Wolf has been kicking so much, its the best feeling.
Justin has gone to the studio for a few hours because he's releasing a new song in a couple of weeks, it sounds amazing. I'm currently sat on the couch with Toulouse waiting for my friend Alexa to arrive. She's been away working, I've missed her so much. We were meant to meet up in a café or something but I'm not up to that right now so she's coming here. It will be nice to have company to be honest because I've been sat here with Toulouse watching film after film.
My phone began to ring, I looked to see Alexa calling. "Hey"
"Hey, I'm at the gates"
"Okay, let me just get up. Ooo"
"You okay?"
"Yeah just got up too quick, I'm fine".
I walked over to the front door and pressed the button to the right of the door to open the gates. I waddled into the kitchen so I can make me and Alexa a drink. I heard a knock at the door just as I opened the cupboard to get some cups. "It's open" I shouted. Alexa opened the door and stepped inside.
"Oh my goodness, you're huge!" She said whilst walking over to me. She began feeling my bump just as one of them kicked.
"Did you just feel that?" She said excitedly.
"Yeah, he likes your voice"
"I can't believe how big you are. How are you?"
"You know, today is the first day i have sat downstairs because my back has been killing me. I dread to think what these next three months are going to be like. Would you like a drink?"
"Coffee please. Your bump is so cute tho. Do you have a name for the baby? I don't have Instagram or anything"
"yeah we decided the other day, Wolf Bieber"
"Oh my god!! So cute but different, I like it."
"Yeah we wanted something different but not something too different. We didn't want a name that is a typical celebrity baby name"
"Yeah,l get ya" I stirred the coffee and handed it to her.
"Where's Justin?"
"He's gone to the studio for a few hours".
x.x.x.
Alexa has just left, we have spent the day catching up, laughing and looking at Wolf's bedroom, clothes and furniture. I can't wait to meet him. I'm back in bed waiting for Justin to get back, I have missed him today. Toulouse is lay at the bottom of the bed, asleep.
"Babe?" I heard Justin shout.
"I'm in the bedroom" I shouted back as I heard foot steps. The bedroom door opened and his head peaked around the door.
"Hey baby"
"Hey, come here"
"I got you these" he said giving me a big bunch of roses.
"I know your back is still hurting I just wanted you to feel a little better"
"aw baby, Thankyou". Justin has been so sweet the past couple days. Every time he comes home he brings me a gift to make me feel better. Yesterday he brought me a bunch of Chanel gifts, I cried so much. My hormones were all over the place, I literally cry at anything these days.
"I forgot to ask you, how did things with Tiana go?"
"Okay to be honest. We didn't argue at all, we just listened to each other and I think we both needed that. We have spent so long being mad at each other but now thinking about it I just think we missed each other because I have missed her being around. We were bestfriends for so long and then our friendship was gone in a matter of seconds. I have decided to forgive her but we aren't friends like we were before, we never will be but I have missed her being around. She doesn't have anyone right now, she moved out here to be with Don but they broke up and plus I want her to be apart of Wolf's life." I didn't realise I was crying until I felt Justin's thumb wipe my tears away.
"Oh my gosh, I'm sorry. My hormones are all over the place"
"babe, don't apologise I get it. I'm glad you and Tiana have made up"
"yeah?"
"Yeah. I could tell you missed her being around because there would be times when I'd look over at you and you'll be looking at an old picture of you two or reading your old texts with her. I think you should invite her round one night, I think she could do with the company" "that's a good idea, I'll text her tomorrow. I'm gonna get in the shower now"
"Can I join?" Justin asked.
"Yeah sure lets go". Justin stood up and we made our way to the shower, I have been waiting for this all day.
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