Why Try

Chapter 36

I have just arrived home from Boca with Wolf and I'm so tired. I don't know where Justin is and to be honest I don't want to talk to him right now, I'm not in the mood. My boy so good on the trip and he loved meeting his other family, my mom didn't want us to leave but I needed to come back I couldn't hide away forever. I did miss Justin when I was away but it wasn't a miss where I wanted to call or text him. He has been calling and texting my phone but I didn't answer the calls just read the texts, I know what a bitch I am. He was asking me to come home and how much he misses us but to be honest he brought this all on himself, he went out after my party and then he was touching come girl in a club so that was one reason I didn't reply because why should I?. I do still love him and I think this break will have done us some good because we needed it, we were together everyday before this and it wasn't good for us both.

Wolf is currently asleep from all of the traveling so he's in bed. I'm in the kitchen making myself some food because I'm so hungry, I'm making some pasta with chicken pieces and salad. The front door opened and Justin stepped in wiping his feet on the mat. I looked over at him and at first he was shocked to see me stood there but he smiled and walked over to me.
"How long have you been back? Where's wolf?"
"Slow down, i got back about half hour ago and hea upstairs in bed" I said adding my chicken into the pasta.
"We need to talk about the situation Aribella we can't leave it like this. Think about Wolf" he said resting against the work tops.
"I know we need to talk, let's talk calmly about this. I can't be bothered with arguing I'm too tired" he nodded and started to talk.
"I am sorry for what I've done I truly am. I'm sorry for not being faithful and touching the girls thigh. I know I fucked up and I'm still mad at myself for it. I hope we can get through this because I don't want to lose you our baby because you two not being here for a week made me realise how lose I am without you both. I'm sorry" after finishing what he had to say he looked down at his feet and started to fiddle with his fingers.
"I just don't understand why you did it. Who was she?"
"Her name is Jade, she was just there when me and the guys got there"
"One thing I still don't get is why Shawn, Za or alfredo never told me. They all were there with you so why didn't they say anything to you to stop you or take you home to prevent this from happening" I said putting my hand on my forehead.
"I don't know the answer to that but where does this leave us? Have we officially broken up and what about the engagement?"
"I can't be with you anymore. You say you love me and then engage but it's not true. Thinking about it, I saw you and 'Jade' pictured together not long again but I thought she was a fan.. get out".
"Bell please.. here me o-"
"OUT!" I walked over to the door and opened it for him, just in case he didn't understand.

...and just like that, he left.